Life Is Good And Bad, Happy Sad Posted: 07-13-05 13:11pm
I am a widow, I have a handicapped
daughter, I was an abused child and my
family to this day is abusive and rejects
me and my daughter, so I am totally alone
with her
i also have a good job, am well educated
(on my own), have financial security, a
nice house, I dance as a hobby and
compete, I have a boyfriend who is
probably too old for me but he's nice to
me
i've wasted too much time lamenting how
horrid my famiy was and is, I own my life
now and I am going to live the rest of it
the best way I can, my daughter is sweet
and charming and is mostly normal, so for
that I am thankful, and at least she will
be companionship for me when I am old
because she needs me and always will...
Life is what it is, I figure, I did the
best I could struggling along the way
given what I had to start with...I am not
going to waste any more of it on thoughts
of evil people...There is happiness out
there and I want some of it
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asdfjkl
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Jul 2005 Posts: 41 Location: British Columbia
Posted: 07-13-05 19:49pm
Stop fighting, start accepting and
forgetting about the people who cause you
trouble. You want some of the happiness,
then go get it, be greedy.. There is
enough to go around. I think your post is
a good start
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Jemini
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2005 Posts: 58 Location: Australia
Posted: 07-16-05 00:59am
Letting go of the past is the first thing
to do. It's whats ahead thats meant to
matter. Happiness has always been inside
you, it's just been "dormant" for a while
because we all have it.