I'm an 18 year old male. I get lots of
"perceptional changes" and possible mood
swings. I have bi polar likes symptoms,
but the manic side for me is more of a
drug high feeling then of the classic
symptoms of mania. I am extrememly
sensitive to all drugs and even my diet.
Depending on what food I eat, this
drasticall effects my mental conditions.
When I wake up in the morning I am the
most depressed. Sometime I wake up with
memory loss. Severe depression, inability
to think, and even "dissloacataion" where
I feel the world becomes more subtle and I
am less connected with it. As the day
goes on, I feel alot better, then late at
night I am "manic" (i think). It feels
like I am very very slightly high off my
own brain chemicals and all the depression
goe away at night. I also suffer from
fatigue.
I'm not sure if this means anything but, I
am very sensitive to drugs. If I
have 3 shots of whiskey, im seriously
gettin high from it, I don't know how to
describe it, but I know "normal" people do
not feel this way from just small amounts
of drugs or alcohol.
Anyways, if I have some weird chemical
imbalance, then whatever...
I'm really scard I have some weird brain
tumor. Or nerve degenerative disease. I
tried taking zyprexa, and i'm never doing
that again, antipsycotics really make me
depressed and retarded.
My thanks goes out to anyone who reads
this, I am more inerested in people being
able to relate to this personally. I
already know i'm loco :p .
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MickyS
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jul 2005 Posts: 29
Posted: 07-19-05 09:47am
You were prescribed zyprexa? Than if you
were prescribed zyprexa you should take it
.I am on zyprexa also and I can tell you
that you only feel like that the first 3-4
days then it gets better but if you
weren't prescribed zyprexa don't take
it.And try talking with someone about
these things a close friend or something
and try to figure it together .I don't
think that it is bipolar .Have any other
simptoms?
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Phillies
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 8
Posted: 07-19-05 13:14pm
mickys
wrote:
you were prescribed zyprexa?
Than if you were prescribed zyprexa you
should take it .I am on zyprexa also and I
can tell you that you only feel like that
the first 3-4 days then it gets better but
if you weren't prescribed zyprexa don't
take it.And try talking with someone about
these things a close friend or something
and try to figure it together .I don't
think that it is bipolar .Have any other
simptoms?
i have never had any kind of hullucination
of any kind.
I tried the zyprexa before.. After 2 days
of it I was scared from every trying it
again...
