So How Many Disseases Have You Diagnosed Yourself With?

Hello everyone, i've been reading all post lately and can absolutely related to all of you, when I was 20yrs I lost a baby, and that year I went through so many changes, one of them was becoming a hypochondriac,
i had every disease at that time, aids was the most you hear and I couldn't even put tv on, thank god at that time I had no computer, I thought I had skin cancer, I would check my body everyday,and everyday I would find a mark, mole that I didn't see before. It was terrifying :shock: the anxiety, the constant fear, I don't think that unless youa regoing through that you can understand, I wrote a journal with everything that was happening, which when i've been fine i've read and I laugh. I had a lot of depression as well, I did not work so I was home all day so that will even be worse, my husband was great, I didn't want to cook, he hired catering service, I looked more depressed he took me to the beach house almost every week-end, and I paid him by staying in the room because I was going to make my disease worse with the sun, :roll: I went to psychiatrist and was put on prozac,triavil & xanax. Everything was better for a month because I was drugged out of my mind, I don't think I could get out off bed, but after 6 months it got much better./when my son was born 5 years after,it started again, my husband got mono and I didn't want my son near him or anybody else of my family becasue he was born premature, I would check him everyday take him to the doctor for the slightest cold, and all the old feelings started again. I am 40 yrs old and I don't have the hypochondriac, i've gone :roll: e through a lot w/my family disease, my father died of lung cancer, my mom was diagnosed w/tonsil cancer, went through every chemo and is ok, my husb had open heart surgery and a stroke and my son was born with a heart defect and had surgery when he was 2,i've had 5 premature preganacy which none survived, so I stop. This much I can tell you the symptoms that you read for disease, can be deceiving they really doesn't necessarily correspond with the disease, I learned all this through all the death and disease of my family, trust me, they never follow the rules, my dad never coughed, lungs cleared, no symptom. My mom's disease was by chance. And my husband well high blood pressure is his problem, but we didn't know he was havinga stroke until it had passed, he was paralyzed for 6 months. So stop reading webmd, some disease are notthat serious.
Right now I am on xanax because of panic attacks.