Hi, people may have seen me reply to posts
on here. I had a miscarriage back in feb
was only about 5-6 weeks. Well I found
out I were pregnant again was so excited,
had a bit of blood so went to the doctor
and they gave me a scan could see the
heart beat it was amazing, had a re- scan
yesterday was quite upsetting coz the
couple before me came out of the room
crying I really felt for them. My name
was called next me and leon (my other
half) went in the room by my magazine it
said the baby should have slight leg
movements so couldn't wait to see it on
the screen. As soon as I lay on the bed
she put the scan inside of me searched for
the baby and paused.. I asked if
everything was ok and she turned and said
she's so sorry but the baby has no heart
beat I was hysterical couldn't believe it
had happened to me again.. How I was so
happy and then it seemed as if my heart
had been torn apart. I have had no blood
no pains, and I had the option of waiting
till I had a miscarriage naturally or go
into theatre so i'm booked for friday
morning. I just feel so down because the
other day my baby was there on screen and
now its dead inside of me. My boobs are
still sore and I still need to urinate.
It really doesn't feel real. I just
thought I would have gone into have my
scan and come out with another picture.
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Princess385
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Dec 2004 Posts: 407 Location: Wisconsin
Posted: 07-20-05 06:22am
Awww i'm so sorry hunnie...
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Kate917881
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Jul 2005 Posts: 113
Hi Posted: 07-20-05 09:43am
Wow.. I can't even begin to imagine how
you feel.. I had a scare in the begining
of my pregnancy..And that was enough for
me.. I couldn't imagine it.. I ended up
in the hospital because I started to bleed
really bad..That was a real scare and I
was terrified.. But in my case things
turned out ok.. I'm sorry to hear about
your lose.. And I send you my best
wishes..
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mum2beee
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jun 2005 Posts: 99
Posted: 07-20-05 10:31am
Hey, thanks for the replys. I just want
to cry all the time, just wish they had
got it wrong and that everything was fine.
Its just hard knowing that my baby is
dead inside of me and all I can do is wait
for it to be taken out of me. I know I
had a miscarriage before but I was just
hoping that this time it was all going to
be fine.
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babyrae
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Joined: 19 Jan 2004 Posts: 2957 Location: Manitoba, Canada
Posted: 07-20-05 15:16pm
Im sorry about the miscarriage.. Time
will help heal but for now u have a right
to be hurt and upset. There are good
miscarriage support sites out there and it
helps a lot to hear other womens stories,
and u know there are people here to
support u thru this.
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cherriegurl
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Joined: 11 Jul 2004 Posts: 1218 Location: Washington state
Posted: 07-20-05 17:49pm
Im so sorry for ur losses! :(
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mum2beee
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jun 2005 Posts: 99
Posted: 07-21-05 08:46am
Ok thanks, I know people on here have been
really nice and I appreciate it. Now i've
had 2 miscarriages I just keep thinking
that maybe I can't have kids, even tho
thats the thing I want more than anything
to have a baby. I still haven't had any
bleeding got to go into hospital tomorrow
at 7:30 now because they didn't have a bed
for me im in a different unit. Its weird
coz I still feel pregnant but it could be
because I still want to be.
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seksiHily
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Joined: 04 Apr 2005 Posts: 1015 Location: MN
Posted: 07-21-05 09:22am
Im so sorry :(
i cant even imagine
just lemme know if u ever need to talk
sweetie
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Kate917881
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Jul 2005 Posts: 113
Hey Posted: 07-21-05 13:41pm
Ya know were always here if you need
anyone to talk to n my e-mail is kate9
17881@hotmail.Com.. Just e-mail me if
ya just wanna chat.
I feel your pain. That just happened to
me last month. I went into the ultrasound
thinking everything would be ok, but I
could see in the technicians eyes
something was wrong. I continuously asked
about the heartbeat but all she would say
was "i can't tell you anything". So the
next day my obgyn called me in... You
know it's bad when they call you in...
And told us what I already felt, the baby
didn't have a heartbeat. I was 13 weeks
and 3 days but the baby measured 8 weeks
and 6 days. That means I had fetal demise
5 weeks prior. It was the hardest thing
to deal with.
Keep your head up girl, things will get
better.
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mum2beee
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jun 2005 Posts: 99
Posted: 07-25-05 10:26am
Hey ya thanks michelle, i'm sorry for you
too. I went in friday had to be there at
7:30 in the morning, but I didn't get
taken down till 12! It was bad waiting so
long made me feel worse! The woman that
was doing the d&c said she was in the
same position as me 2 weeks ago. I had a
bit of blood its stopped now and haven't
had no pains. Me and leon are gonna wait
a bit now.. Think we've been through
enough for this year! X
