I need alittle help.. Or maybe I just
need to vent my emotions.. Well when I
found out I was pregnant I was scared (i'm
17) but I knew there was a reason I was
pregnant..My brother (18) was like..
It'll be cool.. I'll have a niece or
nephew.. My brother and I have always
been close (only 17 months apart) this
year he graduated from high school..And
that night he was driving one of my used
to be best friends home.. She had been
drinking..And she grabbed his steering
wheel while he was driving and sent him
into a telephone pole.. The next morning
I got the call I needed to be at the
hospital because they were taking him to
another hospital..When I saw them loading
him up in the ambulance to transfer him.
I couldn't speak.. I just stood there and
cried.. And then they drove away..
Well.. Now he is home and he is doing
great but I just can't help but feel sooo
down... It's like I trusted her.. And
she basically tried to kill my
brother...Then a few days after his
accident.. I ended up in the emergency
room because I thought I was having a
miscarriage.. But I ended up okay.. But
now all of the sudden I have just felt so
down and I don't know what to do...I just
needed a little help
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loneytearz
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Jul 2005 Posts: 116 Location: rhode island
Posted: 07-27-05 18:10pm
I know wha your going threw kinda... I
just lost my best friend...Hed been
fighten wit aids fo 11 years now...He got
it becuz my so called "sister" had given
him a dirty needel so shoot up wit...N he
cought it off of that... When I found out
I was preg he was the second one to
know(besides the fathre who left on us)he
was soo excited he knew I like frogs so he
went n got me some lil frog pjs fo my baby
n everything...N went with me the 21 of
june when I went for my ultra sound n
found out I was haven a boy...Well he was
soooo over joyed n wanted to do this n
that n this n that...But he told me he
needed to tell me something first...He
looked at me n had tears in his eyes n
said the doctors gave me a month or 2...I
finally got the call on july 12(2 days b4
hes 28 bday) that he was in seirous con.
At the hospital...So I went to see him n
at 12:30am his "g/f" the one who gave him
the needel walked in n was yellen at me n
telln me I was wrong for being there so I
left...When I came back at 11 the next
morn to see how he was doing... I walked
by her...N she said u might as well just
go in he has an hour tops... I went n
spent the last hour of his life wit
him...N I promise u now if I ever see her
I will send her stright to hell...He left
me n said good bye...So now I find my son
a joy n pride becuz my best friend left
this world n now im haven a new best
friend come in...But im also sry to hear
bout ur bro...
Anthony issiac r.I.P hunnie I miss u soo
much
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Kate917881
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Jul 2005 Posts: 113
Hi Posted: 08-04-05 21:41pm
Wow. I'm sorry to hear that you lost your
best friend.. But it was sweet that you
got to spend the last hour with him...And
he got to be with someone who he cared
about before he passed on.. I couldn't
imagine what that would be like.. You say
that your baby's father left you .. Well
so did mine.. He now he is saying that
because our child is going to live with me
..And that he won't get to be around as
much as me that he shouldn't have to pay
child support..And through it all my
brother said "it's ok.. I'll still be
here to help ya" I don't know what I would
do without him.. It's like sometimes he
angers me and I just want him to go
away..But I know that I couldn't bare to
lose him.. But I recently lost my best
friend (my dog) who I got on my 5th
birthday and she was with me ever
since..And it's been 1 month since I had
to have her put to sleep and it's so
hard.. I know a dog isn't like a human
but to me she was.. Well it's late and I
better be going.. Hope to hear from u
soon
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loneytearz
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Jul 2005 Posts: 116 Location: rhode island
Aww Posted: 08-05-05 08:32am
Aww hunn im sry to hear bout the
puppy...=-( I could never put my doggie to
sleep I got a pug... Lol I love her so
much...N thats awesome that your brothers
stayen by u..But guess wha ya babys father
is gonna have to pay child support newyas
lol my sons father thinks hes getten away
with everything...He was telln me when we
did talk that he wasnt doing nothing n I
wasnt getten a dime lol im getten somethng
belive me...Ima fighter n ima fight fo wha
my son needs ya no...=-) but im hope I
found some one who I can start settelen
wit...Ive known him for 6 years hes over
sea right now n I miss him alot he should
be home soon though hes in the militay n
loves me n the baby to death I sent him
pics of my belly(its not that big stangely
lol) but he loves my belly n wants to be a
family so im hopen but gurl u take care n
if theres nething u need or if can ever
help u with nething im allways round u can
leave a mess. Here or e-mail or im me lol
my sn name is thugish420babe n my e-mail
is hunnie4life143@wmconnect.Com aight
take care
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Shazzy
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Sep 2005 Posts: 29 Location: Australia
Close Call Posted: 09-20-05 22:41pm
It sounds like the close call of nearly
loosing your brother on top of being
preggie has you run down and feeling
really low. Thank god your brother is
alright I wish I could say the same for my
sister and her hubby :( 7 mths after
giving birht to my 3rd child they were
killed in a horrific car accident and I
never had the chance to say good-bye.
She was my twin so the emptyness I feel I
can't put into words.
Don't worry yourself with that other girl
as looking for someone to blame will not
make you feel any better (trust me on
this) just cherrish every moment you have
with your family and think of that little
gift from god you have in your tummy.
He/she needs you to be as healthy and
happy as you can be.
I'm now 26 weeks preggies with my 4th and
trying to get on with life and sometimes I
feel this little one is a true gift from
my sister to me.
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loneytearz
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Jul 2005 Posts: 116 Location: rhode island
Posted: 09-20-05 22:52pm
Aww shazzy im sry to here that
hunnie....Congrats on ya 4th one
though!...Im still on my first im 31w
today...N getten nervous but doin good
now...Me n kate are pretty much good
internet friends now shes an awesome
person to talk to...Shes there to listen
everytime ya need her
=-)...But I hope everything is well for
u...Im 17 n getten more n more nervous not
bout taken care of my boy but just about
labor...Lol but if u ever need to talk I
know im young but I can be a very good ear
lender...N try to atleast help...If u hold
aol or aim u can allways feel free to im
me on babyboo14kisses take care hunnie I
hope everything goes great fo u!!=-)
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TheDevilNamedAngel
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Dec 2005 Posts: 25 Location: K-town
Posted: 12-18-05 21:23pm
If anyuone one here needs someone to talk
to my msn is
