I had all those feelings, not being able
to see broadway shows, go to restaurants,
shopping, driving my car. For few years
my life was so miserable. At the time I
had two small children, in desperate need
of my attention. My husband abused me
emotionally and that's what created my
anxiety. I became a child and my
children 12 and 10 at the time were taking
care of me. My husband used to come home
and find me in bed with massive anxiety
attacks. He kept telling me "stop
feeling sorry for yourself, I can't
believe i've married a looser" one day I
went to see a nice neurologist, thinking I
had a tumor in back of my head, because of
the headaches I used to get, and if it
wasn't my tumor it had to do with having a
heart attack. Well it wasn't either.
It was my as..H.. Husband doing it to me
. He was very fat and insecure and he
wanted to keep me there so when I was out
with him people would wonder how can this
fat fart be married to her? Well, the
doctor prescribe lorazepan 5mg. At the
time . I felt it as if it my mom. I
was able to order my thoughts. Learn
that there wasn't anything physically
wrong with me. That i'm a beautiful,
smart, generous woman and that he didn't
deserve me. I have't taken a single one
in ten years. I got rid of my husband
and my ansiety at the same time. Yes it
is possible to leave anxiety free and the
other symptoms. Get ridd of what ever
is causing you the ansiety, it may not be
husband or wife, it can be your job, a
person. A childhood bad experience,
guilt and some other things. Please see
a therapist and in no time at all you will
feel like a million dollars. I assure
you it can happen. I'm the perfect
proof.
I love you all and you are not alone.
All I wanted was to be happy. And i'm
happy, very happy now and I wish all the
same. Cheer up cookies, you can do it.
Lots of luck and most of all love
yourselves very much.
I was there once. I'm here if you need
me I will walk you thru.
Ro