Joined: 03 Aug 2005 Posts: 3 Location: philadelphia, pa
Goin Thru Bad Times..(new Here) Posted: 08-03-05 22:41pm
Im new here..Im amanda..I had an abortion
almost a year ago (aug 28) I had gotten
very ill when my parents decided to take
me to the er and I found out I was
pregnant. I was 18 and my parents
basically forced me into having an
abortion. I completely regret it and wish
I never did it. It took me a while to get
thru it. I know that I will never be over
it but things seemed to be better.
Granite the ab father and I do not even
speak any more. I blamed him and I was
very angry with him and then it got ok
with us and things were fine but then it
just got really hard and we fought all the
time and we ended things and dont even
talk now and thats even harder because
there are times when I feel like caca and
want to cry about all of this and I just
want to call him and I cant. About 4
mnths ago I met someone else and things
seem to be gettin serious hes perfect and
everything and more I could of asked for,
he is aware of what I went through. Its
funny that I always told my self I would
never tell any one other then the people
that knew..I wouldnt ever tell guys that I
had met or anything but I just feel so
comfortable with him that recently I did
tell him. He was very understanding n let
me cry. Hes great. But for some reason
in the past few weeks I have just been
beside myself. I cry all the time about
it and dont know what to do. I did have a
pregnancy scare two weeks ago and took a
pregnancy test when it came out negative I
was kinda upset even though right now I
cant be pregnant it was just kinda
upsetting in a way to me and im not sure
why...I really dont know what to do??
Please helppp
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Amanda4101
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 May 2005 Posts: 49 Location: Oklahoma
Hi!! Posted: 08-05-05 09:17am
Hey... My name is amanda. I know what
you're going thru. I had an abortion back
in may. My bf and I fight all the time
cause I still blame him for it. It's
hard, I know. Pm me and we'll talk. I
have another forum you might like to join.
They are all really helpful... I'd like
to help you.
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Ambience24
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Aug 2005 Posts: 64
I Totally Understand Posted: 08-09-05 17:01pm
Hi honey,
i totally understand what your going
through, I feel the same way, when my test
was negative, even though I thought I was
pregnant, I was disapointed and upset.
It's weird, I had an abortion in sept last
year, and i'm only now feeling incredibly
remorseful about it. I tried to cover and
supress my real feelings for a year, as my
friend's and bf and family pushed me into
it too. I can totally relate to you , and
I would say that maybe you need some
councelling. I didn't get any councelling
before or after my abortion, and I know
this has psychologically effected me.
Good luck sweetie! Pm me if you want to
chat
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MOMMA4LIFE
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Aug 2005 Posts: 9 Location: H-TOWN, TX
Very Sad Momma Posted: 08-30-05 20:50pm
Hey girls-
:cry: I have never had an abortion, but I
know what it can do to a person. I am
adopted though, and couldn't be more
greatful for it. Please don't ever let
any one influence you like that again. We
are all here to support you, no matter
what. I am 5 months pregnant now and I
think about the women who have to go
through abortions every other day. I
don't know why I think about it so much.
I am very, very happy you found a guy whom
you can share everything with. There is
nothing better. Much love and keep your
head up.
