I don%u2019t know what this could be ive
tried everything ive seen every doc and
tried allmost all meds and had allmost
every test known to man and still
don%u2019t know what it is its crazy I
just don%u2019t understand I know I have
anxiety cause of the way I feel everyday
let me try to explain the way I feel ok I
wake up and its like I cant feel myself
wake up its almost like I just open my
eyes and my brain is not with it its like
I get up but its like I cant feel it as
though its not real but it is plus when I
do get up I feel anxiety cause of this so
that trows me threw a loop not to mention
the depression this has caused cause ive
been like this for so long yeah for like 5
years but really bad now ive been stuck
inside my house for like a year now hardly
doing anything I have not drove my car in
like 2 years or had a job cause of this at
first it was a weird feeling one that I
did not ever feel before its almost unreal
and hard to explain it was like a dizzy
feeling but different cause I was looking
at something and my eyes messed up like my
brain could not handle it or something it
put me in a fog of like a dream state like
I was not hear on this earth like it was
not real it was verry scarey cause it
happened all of a sudden like out of
nowhere it caused me to panic and that
made it worse but I stoped panicing and it
was still there and it is still here today
5 years later but worse it has taken my
whole life away and I just don%u2019t
understand it it sucks soo bad cause I
cant do anything cause I feel so weird and
out there it is as though its not just a
mental problem it is a physical one as
well I cant stress to you how mind
boggleing this is and how much suffering I
go through everyday and nobody can figure
it out its liks im goanna be like this
forever and I don%u2019t want to be does
anybody know what this is or feel like
this ? Constantly ? Or have any
suggestions on what it could be cause I
just don%u2019t know anymore?
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