Hi all,
it has been some time since I have visited
this site. Now I am very scared inside.
4 months ago I had a nice rum & pill
cocktail in hopes that I wouldn't wake up
again... But here I am. Since that
time, I swore I never wanted that to
happen again and I would pray for life
instead of death. Well I am at the point
where I just want to die again. I even
have a plan all ready to go. I don't
think I will do it, but I actually have a
plan.
Does this mean it's time for me to check
into the hospital? I am scared because
of so many reasons. Is it really like a
crazy ward? Will I ever be able to get
out? What if the doctor keeps me there?
What?
Ahhhh, someone please help!
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Hightension24
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Aug 2005 Posts: 65 Location: Houston
Posted: 08-20-05 23:54pm
Everyone wants to die, it's in our brains.
However, we have a gene that forces us
to fight death. We're basically just
animals and watch any animal die. It
sucks, and you see their fear. That
should be enough to make you not want to
die. Some of the worst serial killers
ever have been for save the whales and
stuff so life means something. It means,
you're not six feet under. Remember
this, it takes more than 30 sleeping pills
for a sure death, your stupid body will
fight. It doesn't want to die.
Hospitals will just make you want to
commit suicide more if they don't have
awesome drugs and goodlooking people.
Some are like crazy wards, some are like
country clubs, depends on how much money
you have. I prefer the 1500 dollar a
night incare hospitals, but they just keep
you doped up and have goodlooking people.
And they might actually have a dvd player
in each room(which is rare). If you go
to a crazy ward, you'll have people
talking like they're god, dogs, the devil,
or even alex trebeck, which is never good.
They have wild tics and the place will
give you horrible food, it's honestly
better to kill yourself than to go to a
"true" crazy ward.
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