Pictures of My Beautiful Little Girls

Well said, I agree

All I remember of my child is the back of his head, the crack of his butt and feet about 1 inch long--this was 23 years ago and they said it was better for me not to see him. What I did see looked just like full term color wise and everything--except he was smaller. He was born alive and no memorial no dressing him nothing just went hoome without him. He could not survive in that hospital for they dint have the facilities to care for him they told me. And refused to let me see him or hold him--i fought but they dint budge. Its better for you this way--so I remember his crack of butt!! Id much rather remember his face. He was totally normal just came out early.

You said you have been preg 10 times, how many kids did you actually have?

It s not just the pictures, it the mere fact that shes on here spilling her guts to all of us. Listen and think for amoment, would you or anyone you know come on here and post a notice that she lost her twins. I for one know that if lost my children no one would see me much less have the energy to go on the computer to do what she did and further more give in to someone because they didn't believe her com' on please. Thats not grieving that advertisment. She seriously needs to talk to someone to guide her through this otherwise shes going to crack

I have 3 children and had 6 miscarriages one as old as 18 19 weeks, dont know for sure. One was partial mole--placental degeneration--baby dies--mass looking like grapes grows--cancer cells in blood. My blood was cleared after got preg already with the one I carried to 18 19 weeks, think that is why I started bleeding and passing clots. Trying to clean me out. He tried to run away from blood flow I felt him. I felt him move right be4--and heard his heartbeat the day be4.. Like I say he was born alive.


To the other posts, some pple have to put a bandaid on the pain and just keep going that is there way to deal with it. I went back to work next morning and just kept living. I cried everytime I thought of him and every time I talked about him, but god came in one day and healed me enough to be able to share it now without any pain. I wish I could have held him, dressed him and I would give anything to have a picture of him.

Im feeling a little better today,
its just so hard not knowing what to do afterwards.

Its just hard to believe that they were such perfect babies.
I prefer to talk over the net than in person because talking to someone face to face I just start crying.

Dont call my girls disturbing because they are beautiful, they were born with 10 fingers, 10 toes, a nose and a mouth, they were perfect, just so tiny.
For the person who asked, the reason they were so red was because of they're condition (twin to twin transfusion syndrome)
which was limiting their blood supply.

Ps seksi, get a life, have u ever been through it?
I was at the hospital from 10am to about 4;3- pm so yes I was there half the day and yes I saw councellors, and no they weren't gonna do tests because the babies were so premature and because the doctors and I already knew that they're condition caused the preterm labour, because thats what it does.

Everyone deals with these things different,not all understand that I guess, do what you need to do to help yourself

Oh sxcgirl, i'm so sorry.

I haven't been ion the forum for a couple of weeks, I didn't even know you were having twins.

All I can say is I feel just sick for you, I really do- and to all those nutcases who were sick enough to accuse you of making it up, or then, after seeing your picks, judge you for not beein "too sad" to write on the forum get some f@*king help. Or at least some doing it sense.
Naturally, if you've been on the forum since you found out you were pregnant, making connections with other mothers, and talking things through- where else would you go to talk about your loss???
Also- for the inbelievers, a personal friend of my own in melbourne also lost her twin girls two weeks ago, at 19 weeks and she was given some time with them, and a memory pack thing also- they called her babies stillborn too. They didn't have the same disorder, but they shared a placenta, even though they had seperate sacs. One of the twins developed a hole in the wal of the sack, and my poor friend leaked amnionic fluid for about two weeks- all the while knowing she would lose at least one twin- untill she finally went into labour and delivered both of them.
Its trajic.
Any loss is trajic.
Have a heart.

Thank you so much el,

i think people just dont understand that this is a support forum or maybe they are just too young and dumb on here.

I have had people show me pictures of their babies when they have been stillborn but caca I dont go on saying how disgusting it is.

I gave birth to these girls and im not disgusted by them.

I will grieve the way I want to grieve and I just so happen to like getting my feelings out on a support forum than talking to some strange councellor I dont even know face to face being a blubbering mess.

If you dont like that, then stop reading my messages

I'm sorry for placing judgment on the way you grieve. Please forgive me...
I won't say anything else. I'm sorry for your extreme loss. I guess just one other thing. Keep talking to ever will listen, to help you through this. You're right this is a support group over the net and there are some ppl here that can be harsh in their ways of communication. I also saw the pictures and any mother can appreciate how beautiful they were.

I am so sorry for your loss. :(

Just seen the pics, I am so sorry for your loss, the pic bought tears to my eyes, :cry: once again sorry, and I hope you get through this ordeal as best you can, I think I can say for most girls on this site who are not selfish and can help other people in times of need,

our hearts go out to you x

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet little girls. My heart goes out to you. *hugs*

Hey sxcgirl_me I am sorry to hear about your lose, your right , you gave birth to two very beautiful little girls. Most people would look at the pictures and say it's disturbing, but to the mother, they are two very beautiful little angels. So I congradulate you on having to beautiful angels who were given to god, and for being so strong.

Thank you.

Im so happy this weekend is here. I can keep myself occupied and my boyfriend wont be working. Im always so much happier when he is at home.

Oh my god I feel horrible ,,,,,,,,,,,,,and im sooooo sorry for ur loss but I think that posting the pics was in bad taste,,,,,,,,,give them some dignity