You are a really really good person,
good on you for being such a strong person.
I myself have been through a lot of hell in my life, but a lot of it was when I was around 9 so I didnt really think much of it then.
I have had cancer twice, first in the kidney and the second time in the liver.
The cancer has left me with one kidney that only works 60% of what it should and let me tell you, it gets really depressing sometimes.
I'd really love to be able to go out and drink like normal people my age without getting hassled about it and without getting kidney infections all the time and needing to go to the hospital.
I was also raped I think it was when I was 16.
For some reason it didnt really leave me with a big impact, I think in my mind it doesn't seem like a big thing compared to everything else.
I did go to the cops though and got it taken care of.