Hello. I had an abortion in december of
last year. It was a decision that was
terrible and heartbreaking, but I know it
was for the best.
Anyways, I went in, filled in paperwork,
took a valium, half a loritab, and an
antibiotic. Then, about 20 minutes
later, it started. In about half an hour
I was on my way.
That day wasn't too bad. I didn't bleed
too much or cramp - just felt like a
normal period day. It was like that for
about a week. Then the doctor had me
start birth control. The bleeding
stopped - but the cramps haven't.
I get pms type cramps all the time. And
sex isn't fun anymore. It hurts, and
days afterward it hurts like crazy. I've
never been this way before and was
wondering if anyone else was...Or if
anyone had any advice to this situation.
The emotional side of me has suffered,
too. I'm a nervous wreck over this whole
ordeal. I've prayed for forgiveness -
which has helped. I've hid it from
everyone. I know that's not good, but
i'm not ready to just openly talk to
anyone about it.
Anyways, if anyone has any advice, i'd
greatly appreciate it.
