Pregnant---no Uterus--10.6 Weeks

I hope you are able to get the help you so desperately need in dealing with the fact that you had a hysterectomy and can no longer bear children.

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You must be 36 + weeks by now...Do you have any new pics?

Look, if you are so far along, people don't want to see proof of other's adominal pregnancy, they want to see proof of yours.

At your stage, the babies should have been found. No ultrasound is going to miss 4-5lb twins in your abdomen. The links you gave to other stories at your point of pregnancy said that the doctors missed the fact that the pregnancy was not interuterine not that the women were not pregnant altogether. The babies showed up on the ultrasound and the mother had a positive hgc.

All of your *pregnancy* symptoms are created by your intense desire to be pregnant even though you are not. You need psychological help to help you deal with your infertility.

This did not come from an intense desire to have a baby. I did not ask for this---when .God told me .He would do this for me--i had a baby--and my tubes were tied. Wasnt wanting a baby anytime in the near future. I have never asked for it, never been on my knees begging for it. And I have not sit around obsessing about having a baby. I had a .Promise

.God told me 18 years ago this past june--i would have a miracle baby---.He reminded me again in a dream this last june. (exactly 18 years later--to the month) I ovulated the beginning of july.(i know when I ovulate and have noticed for over 10 years--the "middle pains") I am now 35.3 weeks pregnant. And for whatever reason .God has, I have not received medical confirmation yet. i do not need confirmation from man anyway--i have confirmation from .God. man is fallible--.God is not!!


But I have proof for myself. Like...The first u/sound I was in "luteal phase" of my cycle. And this was 5 weeks after ovulation---although .Dr's did not recognize it as such. In the abdominal u/sound at 27 weeks---i seen a little heart beating---although the tech did not see it---and it is not in any of the pictures. In the pelvic u/sound ---i did not look like that at all in the 5 weeks past gestation pics, although the dr's never even compared the 2 after repeated attempts to get him to at least look at the other u/sound. I see all kinds of white matter in my abdominal and pelvic u/sound--i even see what looks like a umbilical cord in a lot of the images. My bladder appears squashed. My ovary looks like it is squashed. And last but not least---i have at least 15 abdominal xrays. In them I appear exactly the same ---in this new xray--on one side I see a big shadow with the form of a baby. On the other side I see what looks like a leg---even asked the .Dr about it, ( he says--yeah that is interesting--looks like same material as my ribs) then a big smudge like when taking a picture and someone moves--it smudges the image. It is smudged on that whole side. And then me and hubby came home and looked at my other images(xrays) and it is not even the same at all. Just like the 5 weeks u/sound and the 28 weeks u/sound. Not even looking like me at all. Totally different. So you explain all of this.????? You can't. My story holds a lot more water than the false pregnancy story. I have sought out alternatives to make sure I am correct and none of them fit me at all. And why would I imagine intense pains and discomfort.


And the first page is about abdominal pregnancy after hysterectomy---while you say I cant. Second is proof in the pictures of something in my body--first up by my rib--at 10.5 weeks--and then in the center of my abdomen 5 minutes later. That is proof. Look at second link again. That isnt cushing's disease. It moved---proof in the images.


And I dont have to prove anything---.God will do the proving when the time comes. You have a right to not believe, but dont say it is not possible--cuz it sure is possible and has happened before. As the first link states.

I explain all of that by first asking you how are you qualified to interpret the ultrasound images? Do you have any sonographic training? If not, then how can you really know what you are looking at in terms of organs and their conditions? You can see anything you want to see if you stare at something long enough.

I had an ultrasound at nearly 6 weeks. You could see the obvious outline of gestational sac and just barely the fetal pole. In the weeks to come, the fetus became very obvious. At 12 weeks, it was larger, however still not large enough to even go flying around my uterus let alone around an abdomen as you claim to have seen at 10 weeks. By 20 weeks, it would no longer fit on one screen and there was nothing to interpret about it. It was a fetus. You could see clearly the skull, spinal cord, the heart beating in its chest. It wasn't some smudges or squished up organs. Even in the ultrasound pics of the late term abdominal pregnancies you have on your site have extremely clear pictures of an obvious fetus. The fact that your supposed pregnancy is abdominal can't explain the fact that the ultrasound can't pick it up. It is obvious that it can if it was there this late in the game. Twins would be even more difficult to conceal. Add to this that there is no positive hgc test. Two placentas should be producing more than enough of this hormone to be picked up by now. Contrary to what you may believe, your story holds extremely little water in the light of these facts.

The pains and discomfort are either a) completely psychosomatic because you want to believe that you are pregnant so bad or b) from a non-pregnancy related disorder. The very fact that you refuse to believe the doctors when they tell you you are not pregnant and show you evidence of that is what makes true pseudocyesis the likely case. The other point that you claim to hear god speaking to you and that he has chosen you to do something for him does not do anything to bolster your case that you are not suffering from somekind of psychological disorder.

The pictures that you have shown of whatever this is you have claimed moved, I really don't see it. You could have wobbled around your belly for all I know yourself. In addition, I don't really see any difference in your pregnancy pictures in general.

If you really had nothing to prove then you would not have created a website devoted to this fantasy of yours or spend your time on this forum trying to convince others of it. I really think all of this comes from your inability to deal with the fact that you had a hysterectomy that brought an end to your fertility. Instead of properly mourning it and moving on, you created a fantasy world in which god supposedly talked to you and told you he would work a fertility miracle for you. You really need some serious psychological evaluation. I am not saying that to be mean. I am just calling it like I see it.

Think what you want---but I know my .God promised me something and .He is faithful and just to perform that which .He has spoken. ".Be it unto me as thou hast spoken, not my will but thine be done"

i am not a radiologist---but I know what I see---and I have research it, and constantly compared it to my other images. I have like 100 films of myself for the last 5 years. I have them in my posession---

as far as the luteal phase I seen this on the internet, on my daughters u/sound. And I look more pregnant than she did. And she had 2 baby's in there one on her ovary--one in her uterus. Dr's missed the one in her uterus and killed it by killing the ovarian pregnancy. I have also seen women as far along as I was in my u/sound image that looked just like what I had on my ovary at 5 weeks gestation--and they called theirs a baby--but mine wasnt???? It is a man's interpretation. And you can go in for the same test 10 times and get 10 different opinions. They are wrong most of the time---schooled or not. That is why I now have damage to my heart--cuz they failed. This is why my nerves in my whole body are messed up--from a multiple injury back condition--because they failed. This is why my son will never see his little baby--or baby's--until heaven--cuz they failed. Dont tell me about their knowledge it is nothing to me. I have the wisdom from .God---which means nothing to you, maybe---but to me it is all there is---books with vast knowledge or no books with knowledge. .God and .His wisdom is all I need.





i made a website because this is a medical anomally at the least. It will all be documented one day---but until then, I want to share--if that is okay with you. ""yeah, I held onto this false hope for 18 years--living a depressed and unable to cope existance for 18 years because I lost my uterus---.N.O"" I was 25(when I lost my uterus) and believe me I have had much better things to do. .He told me--.He was giving me this gift. I didnt sit around --cry and grovel for 18 years--begging for something I cant have. I had my tubes tied 20 years ago.

That dont even make sense--think about what you are saying.


And .God does speak to me--and would speak to anyone---if they would just listen. I listened and believed. That is all--that is it. ".God said it I believed it, period"

First--you cannot tell me whether .God spoke to me or not---how arrogant of you. I heard the voice of .God.

And my daughter in law was pregnant they found the baby in the sac 3 days after they said there was no baby---3 days after they administered methotrexate to kill the abdominal pregnancy. So...How arrogant again of you. I dont speak untruths. My son lost 2 baby's that day. He will not see until he gets to heaven.

I am not a stupid person---and I have proof and evidence of my baby. Beside the fact it moves all the time. I have proof in all their suppossed negative results-- I dont care what the .Dr's say, they have failed me every turn, so dont try and tell me they are perfect.

Talkin to the hand--

I never told you that god never spoke to you. I am just following your logic about the situation. If you don't believe the doctors know what they are talking about because they are men and fallible, how do you know as a fallible man yourself that you really know what you are talking about when you say god spoke to you? Just a simple question.

I never told you your daughter-in-law never had a viable interuterine pregnancy. I said that it was a possiblity it wasn't because ectopic pregnancies occasionally create pseduogestational sacs in the uterus and that could have been what the doctors saw. That is too bad about the viable pregnancy, but I am sure there were no other options even if they had known. Ectopic pregnancies are extremely dangerous. It is the leading cause of death in the first trimester. Http://www.Emedicine .Com/emerg/topic478.Htm . Not only that, there is also the possiblity of the loss of future fertility from the ruptured tubes or organs. Infection can set in, etc.

I never said the doctors were perfect, I just said that any reasonable person would have accepted by now the possiblity that all of this was in their heads given the lack of evidence from a diverse number of doctors. The only evidence you have the pregnancy is what your mind could have made up for you. Sorry, but it just isn't good enough evidence for the rest of us.

Like other people, i'd love to know what your plans are if your due date comes and goes with no babies. Will you c-section yourself to try and find them? Will you claim they died? Will you steal pics of twins from other sites and try to pass them off as your own? Will you kidnap twins or kill a pregnant woman with twins and try to pass them off as your own? Don't laugh. You really do seem that crazy to the rest of us if you are for real.

As for talk to the hand, aren't you a just a little too old to be saying such immature things? You are what, 44-46?

Interesting that all your links for articles that "proove" your case refer to ectopic pregnacies. Ectopic pregnancies would not result in a live birth. Find some new proof.

Fatfamily, I was unbelievably glad to see that you were the topic starter, and how old this post is. For a moment there I thought there were two of you, and my heart just stopped.

So I am curious about what will be happening on april 1. With no uterus how will the baby be delivered? Will you go to the hospital and request a c section?

Abdominal pregnancy is rare, but it does happen and the resulting infants can be born healthy and full term. This is going to sound worse than I mean it but think of an embryo as a parasite. The developing embryo will attach itself to any organ that has a healthy blood supply, even if it's at the cost of that organ. The main objective of the embryo is to grow, the placenta will create whatever network of veins it has to to accomplish this task. If you live in a small town, it is possible that your doctors have not heard of, or seen this condition. Also, if you immediately go into the office and speak of god's intervention in your pregnancy, you're likely to be dismissed as being a bit fruity when you could possibly have a very real medical condition that is being overlooked.

I saw the x-ray and I have to say, it's compelling enough to insist on an ultrasound series. Please go to the er, do not bring up god (god and medicine sometimes don't mix) and let them take a look at you.

Good luck and please update.
Laura

What if your womb is just full of spiders!?!

Your life could be in danger! :(