Tell me it'll be ok. Tell me that I can do this.
You see I was living with my daughters dad at his apartment and it got brought up that I should go stay with my mom for a week or two. I never wanted to leave. But I knew that if we had a chance at fixing things for real this time and making it work that I needed to grant his wish this time. So here I am, at my ma's house... Its been 5 days. The longest most hard days ever. His reasoning behind it was that he just needs time to figure things out, figure out how he's gonna take care of our daughter and me. I don't for one minute want him to think he has to support the whole family...I would never feel comfortable with that. He is the type of person that likes to think about things and find the solution on his own. He said he loves me and this isnt a permanent thing that he just needs his space right now. Maybe its cause he just needs time to let it set in... You know the whole life change. Here's the problem. We've had our fair share of ups and downs and my biggest fear right now is that he's not gonna want us back!!! I cant do this with out him...He's my rock and I want things work out this time I just need to know its gonna be ok and he'll want us to come back. Am I overthinking it? I dont know what to do to make the days go by faster. He's every thought in my head and its so tough for me to give him this time but I know that if I dont then this could really be the end for him and i. I just need strength to make it through this time.