Im 17 and am really confused. I know I
have social anxiety,low self esteem,manic
deppreasion and possibly a eating
disorders as I am goin 2 see a diet
trishion soon but im worried I could be
schizophrenic because of the amount of
cannibiss I have smoked and now I cant
trust any1 I feel like my family and
friends r against me conspiring even my
doctors in on it. Ive been comeing more
and more paranoid and am now out of work
cause of it. Its driveing me insane I
have loads of the symptoms but am still
unsure and ive heard that family,friends
and doctors dont tell schizophrenics that
they r and it can be made worse by finding
out but really need help finding out as I
cant even sit wiv friends without being
paranoid or thinking that they r saying
things about me which might just be miss
understanding them. I dont really hear
vioces but I have always known sumthing
was different about me but nobody would
tell me I just keep drifting off in2 a
world of my own and have been selfharming
even worse 8tly wiv needing stitches I
litterly find it a struggle 2go out of my
house anymore and even my old friends r
starting 2 say things bout me like ive
turned in2 a retard or im crazy. And ova
the past years it has started 2 lead 2 me
abuseing alchol and drugs more as its the
only way I can cope with wots goin on
inside my head. I feel like every1 is
against me and wants me dead.
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loco16
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 26 Sep 2005 Posts: 5
Posted: 09-26-05 11:41am
I think u are, mate.
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am i schizo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Sep 2005 Posts: 19
Posted: 09-26-05 13:16pm
Wot should I do im seeing my doc 2moz but
cant even trust him. Wot happens if they
find out ur schizophrenic do you just get
medicine or do you have 2go in2 hospital
like on tv. Is there anyway 2 cure it?
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Queen of Complications
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Oct 2005 Posts: 13
Posted: 10-25-05 11:14am
I've been institutionalized a number of
times, and believe me, it's not something
you want to experience... The good news
is, they don't institutionalize people as
often as they used to... It's my
understanding that they try to control the
situation w/meds and maybe some therapy...
So long as you're not a harm to yourself
or others, chances are they won't lock you
up
