I've realised today, that I am free.
I have nothing more to hold onto, nothing
more from keeping me from dreaming and
making my dreams come true.
I have wanted for so long to be someone,
to be something i've so desperatly wanted
to be and I know now that I can be
everything that I want to be.
I am happy knowing that my dreams can come
true, that I can make them come true and
now I have no one to stop me, no to hold
me back.
My whole life i've wanted to be thin and
for a couple of years I was but not now,
not in a long time and now I can have that
back, now I can be that person again.
Being thin means everything to me, it
means I can be free.
Tonight I have realised that I can have
that because now there is no one stopping
me and really no one was, it was just a
fear that kept me back from losing weight
and now its gone.
I know this might not be a positive post
for anyone who's reading this but to me,
its more positive then anyone can realise
and I am truely happy.
Today I realise that I can be free, today
I realise that I can be thin.
