a Very Sticky Situation... Posted: 09-27-05 14:50pm
Okay well here it goes...
I am 15 years old. I moved to a different
city last year when I just turned 14. I
moved into a new school and unfortunately
some girls wanted me to hang about with
them who weren't the best of girls to hang
about with.
These girls were way above their years...
Into smoking, drinking, having sex. I
felt pressured.
I was on my way home on a bus and these
two guys approached me. They looked old
but were very friendly. And I was very
vulnerable. It was the perfect match.
A guy named sean sat next to me and
introduced himself asking for my number
and I did give him it. He said he was 20
years old but he intrigued me so much that
I wasn't bothered about his age.
We met up 6 days later and went to the
cinema. It was great. It then turned out
he was 24. I was in too deep, I was too
niave to back out now.
We met up the next day and he took me back
to his flat. I wanted nothing and that
was the truth. I just wanted the company
of someone. It gets very lonely when you
move schools and towns for the first
time.
Well... If you can imagine what happened.
I reported back to my ''friends'' and it
spread like a rash on skin. I got a very
bad reputation and school life was hell.
Now I am in my final year of school and
since that stupid act I have done nothing
of the sort and plan to never ever do that
again.
However, today the rumour has been brought
up by the stupid immature boy and by
himself he is telling everyone he wishes
to tell. I have no deffence.
I feel awful. I have new friends who
would never dream of performing what I did
18months ago. I feel sick of the thought
to what I did. My new friends do not know
and I do not wish to tell them because I
know it was extremely wrong and I know
they would hold that against me.
I regret what I did and I will never do
what I did again. I want to be happily in
a trusted relationship at a legal age and
with someone close to my age group.
Can you understand how bad this situation
is? How do I hide the truth?
I really need some advice. I'm not the
person I was 18 months ago. Please help
me I feel lower than low.
|
Greg1111
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Aug 2005 Posts: 3 Location: phoenix, az
? Posted: 09-28-05 00:41am
Is there a health question wrapped up in
all of this? This sounds like a mental
health issue and that's where you should
be looking. We've all experienced stuff
like this in our teens, please understand
from a 37 year old....It won't mean a
thing in 20 years. At 17 I wanted to
commit suicide and I had planned it out.
Your life will present different problems
but the only thing i'm sure of is with
time this won't be one of them.
|
annaf2001
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2005 Posts: 41 Location: Oklahoma
Posted: 10-03-05 15:44pm
We all make mistakes. You have to learn
and grow from them. If they are your
true friends they will not judge you for
what you have done in the past. And who
knows maybe they can benefit from your
mistakes too, you can turn it into a
teaching tool.
And greg is right, no one will care in 20
or even 5 years. I am only 22 and have
done dumb stuff in my past while I was in
h.S. But once you leave that place and
move on you can move on with your life
too.
Do you think that you were raped or was it
consensual? I sure hope that you are not
confused about this. But sometimes there
is a gray line or people are in denial.
If it was rape you need to tell an adult
you can trust, like your school conselor.
The site is not a replacement for professional medical opinion, examination, diagnosis or treatment. Always seek the advice of your medical doctor or other qualified health professional before starting any new treatment or making any changes to existing treatment. Do not delay seeking or disregard medical advice based on information written by any author on this site. No health questions and information on eHealth Forum is regulated or evaluated by the Food and Drug Administration and therefore the information should not be used to diagnose, treat, cure or prevent any disease without the supervision of a medical doctor. Posts made to these forums express the views and opinions of the author, and not the administrators, moderators, or editorial staff and hence eHealth Forum and its principals will accept no liabilities or responsibilities for the statements made.
Schizophreniahealth
This page was last updated on June 11, 2008
