Ok, I din't know if I wanted to post, but
I think I need to hear someone else's
thoughts on this. Let me start from the
beginning. And i'm so sorry it's
long...
All summer long was one big anxiety fest.
Though things turned out alright, i'd get
very nervous before hand if things weren't
going as they should have. Finally, the
last week of august, it hit: I just had
full on anxiety 24/7. Couldn't shake it.
But when that saturday came, I seemed
alright. But for that whole week, I
couldn't eat much. I think I lost about 5
pounds throughout the summer, and I don't
like it. I'm thin as it is and now I
really want to gain my weight back.
I got a physical the week after (so 2
weeks ago, now). Everything was fine.
But the next day I felt pains and I
thought it was gallstones. My mom told me
not to worry, I figured it was muscles and
was fine until it wasn't letting up so I
saw my doctor again the following
monday.
He said I was fine. My blood results came
back from my physical and they were great.
No signs of anything. He also said i'm
so thin he could feel my gallbladder and
it was fine. He said it was muscles, like
I had thought.
So the pain actually finally subsided a
few days ago. I got my period saturday so
it just ended. And I finally told myself
that i'm ok, i'll be ok, just don't worry
about anything.
Monday night I felt bloated. Tuesday
morning the same and I vomited a little
but I think that was just because I was
nervous. I only threw up the orange juice
and water I drank that morning and I felt
fine afterwards. I figured it was my
period. Then for some reason, last night
I couldn't eat my dinner: I felt very
full. I went out with my mom for a couple
hours and was able to eat icecream when I
got back. But today I felt full the
entire day. I tried eating some peanuts
and 4 chicken wings but that's it. Tummy
isn't growling at all.
Now here are my questions:
even before all this happened, the week
after my period used to be my pms week,
meaning i'd feel bloated and moody instead
of before hand.
1) is that normal? Or at least ok?
2) could that be all i'm experiencing
right now?
I'm not in pain anywhere and i'm not too
nervous like I had been previously, though
i'm starting to only because i'm not
hungry and I want to eat. I haven't had
heartburn. I'm not belching. I just
don't feel hungry. I feel like a
hypocondriac, and normally I probably
wouldn't think too much because, like I
said, my period just ended and I sometimes
feel this way. But it's just the fact
that I lost weight, and I really just want
to eat normal again so I can put it back
on.
Please, if anyone can help me ease my
mind, i'd be forever greatful!