My mother was the same way with me. She
told me I was worthless, that I would
never amount to anything and that she
wished she had aborted me. I attempted
suicide 3 times between the ages of 13 and
15. So I know how you feel.
What your mother is doing is not right,
and it's not your fault.
You are a smart, capable and worthy person
and she is wrong to say these things.
Your mother needs to go to counselling to
learn how to cope with her anger. Right
now, the best thing you could do is find
an adult you trust and tell them what's
happening. You need an aunt or uncle who
can help you, and maybe even let you stay
with them for awhile. If she won't go to
counselling, you need to talk to an adult
in social service who can help you get
some additional help. You are going to
need to talk to a counsellor, because what
she's doing to you is hurting more than
just your feelings. I could have been
dead right now. I don't want you to end
up the same way.
My email address is
phoneg
33k@hotmail.Com if you want to talk.
Good luck
