I Think I Know Whats Wrong Posted: 10-01-05 02:20am
I think I have cvs from using the computer
24/7 constantly squinting and using it in
the dark. Becuase I have had eye problems
and a headache for a while and I thought
it was a brain tumor. But thats stupid
becuase there is no history of them in my
family and very few people have them so
why in the h*** would i. We all have to
stop this. All we are doing is scaring
ourselves over nothing. For godsake I
have flipped out so many times thinking
about stupid stuff im 16 im not going to
have this crap. Ahhh I hate you
hypercondria. Everyone on this bored say
this to yourself this is stupid the only
thing worse than diying is not living your
life and that is what we are doing. I
have not been myself and I feel like ill
never be that person again but I will be
and you will be to screw this evil anxiety
it is just a test on our mental strength
and we are all failing. So isn't it about
time we pass the test. I will try to beat
it and yall can too. Cuz screw brain
tumors screw heart problems. Few people
have them. And I know whatif im one of
those few. We cant think like that
becuase then we are all going to be in a
crazy house together. I have to say I
have an eye problem due to the computer
and I have a headache due to sinuses cuz
my nose is really stuffed up. Im still
scared out of my mind. This is how we
need to think not omg I have this. F***
that!!!
It is very tough to just say "screw you
anxiety". I know it is. For the past 2
days i've been telling myself that i'm
fine and dandy and everything will be
alright. I had lost quite a few pounds
this summer, mainly due to stress/
anxiety, and now I just really want to get
it back but I get. But if i'm not hungry
for some reason or can't eat all the food
on my plate I freak out. I don't want to
lose any more, I can't afford to. So it's
very nerve racking indeed but I know I
just have to callm down because being
nervous and anxious will not help me
eat.
We will pull through!
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LostFan556
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Sep 2005 Posts: 15 Location: moyock
You Sound Like Me Posted: 10-01-05 06:17am
You sound like my anxiety twin. We are
oin the same boat. And if you want to aim
or yahoo me my sn is lostfan556 we can
help each other. And look I found out
this could just be a migraine headache.
Im sure yours is too. They even have a
headaches for hallucinations and that
werid scary tingling feeling you feel when
you first wake up. They are classic
migraines andtemporo mandibular joint
headaches. You all we are fine.....Cuz I
for one am not going to be alone my whole
life becuase of this ***** im sixteen I
should be out there with a girlfreind
having the time of my life instead im in
the house on the verge of tears worrying
about a brain tumor. I have no family
history of them and very few people get
them. So once again screw my
anxiety!!!!Just pray. And say its just a
migraine cuz truthfully thats all it is
guys. I looked of headaches and found 10
different kinds of headaches I could be
having. Which means its not a brain
tumor. Just a headaches which is caused
by anxiety or causes anxiety which causes
more head pain. Its so stupid what we are
doing to ourselfs and I need to stop im
flipping done>>>>>>today
watch me!!!!
I've added you to my aim- my s/n is
epeira8 and i'd love to chat!
It is silly, isn't it. And everyone could
tell me i'm fine and my doctor could tell
me i'm in great health and i'll feel fine
for a few days then something pops up and
::bam:: right back to where I started.
Like I said, though, I think right now
it's just that I want to gain my weight
back, but worrying about it is not going
to help! So I just have to breathe, keep
my mind off of stupid stuff and relax. I
have work in 3 hours so hopefully that'll
keep me focused on other things.
I keep telling myself 'you only lost 5
pounds. There are people who purposely
starve themselves or lost a lot more then
you have. Chill out you'll get it back!'
we are ok! Today is the day! Woo!
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LostFan556
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Sep 2005 Posts: 15 Location: moyock
Haha Posted: 10-01-05 10:34am
I understand man I went to the doctor and
I was fine then I was like f this and a
few days later I was right back and square
one. Now I have a sinus headache and I
have a sinus pain in my head and nose and
cheeks. So I think I have a blessing
tumor how stupid. But I cant help it.
Lol when I woke up today I was so scared
and I got up and got on the computer did
some research on headaches and crap. I
found out its just sinuses but the idea is
still in my head. Oh and that skinny
weights lose stuff your going threw ive
had that but I never really worried about
it. Haha I looked in the mirror and joked
myself I was like hellllooo lindsay lohan.
The reason we are skinny and losing
wieght is becuase we are afraid to eat and
stuff. We are living are live in fear.
And fear is something we can overcome I
know its hard lol trust me I know its hard
but we can do this. Look forward to
chatting later tonight bye man
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Lennon
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jun 2005 Posts: 81 Location: Canada
Posted: 10-01-05 23:14pm
Lostfan 556, I sent you a private message.
Sorry to be annoying if I am but that out
of body feeling is normal. We all get
that from time to time and it isn't a
tumor.
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LostFan556
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Sep 2005 Posts: 15 Location: moyock
Ok Cool Posted: 10-02-05 05:45am
Today I woke up and I am feeling a little
scared but my headache is kinda gone but
the out of body feeling is still there I
guess ill just deal with it
