Hey yo.
Never been on this sight before, seems
pretty sweet. I was at my obsessive
looking-for-things-related-to-eating-disor
ders-stage and I found this. Atm I have
bulimia with once a day binge and purge.
With food that is digested, I am allowed
to eat fruit (but not more than 2 pieces)
vegetables (except potatoes) nuts (raw,
unsalted) and no-fat 70% less sugar
yougarts, and boiled eggs. I am really
frusterated of how I always think about
food and I just dont know who to tell
cause I dont want to talk to my phyc about
it. Does any one else have this prob?
Also im scared that I will lose more
weight although id love it it would put me
way way underweight in the bmi chart, but
I cant handle the thought of knowingly
digesting something with high carbs or
fats. Anyone else know what I mean? What
is your foods you can and cannot eat when
not bingeing?
Catch thanks for your replies...
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steviej
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Oct 2005 Posts: 1
Posted: 10-05-05 23:44pm
Yeah I think im kinda bulemic too. Well
atleast I know I have some sort of eating
disorder. I always think about what food
ive ate, and what foods I can. Im a
complete calorie counter. I cannot stand
the thought of anything like meat or junk
food in my stomach, going into my body.
I dont think im that bad, I only purge
every once in a while, but I know things
can get worse. I know I shouldnt ever
purge, but sometimes I just eat something
and it will sit in the back of my mind, so
I go and puke it up. I hate taht I have
to do this to myself, but I want to loose
weight so bad. Im not anywhere near
skinny, but im afraid if I dont stop
thinking about food all the time I will
end up extremely skinny and unhealthy. It
really is very frusterating how food
controls my life. I only let myself eat
cereal in the morning with a little milk,
and I eat a tonne of fruits and some
vegetables. I eat vegetarian meat too,
for protein. I also eat some tuna every
once in a while.
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 10-26-05 21:10pm
Hi and thanks for replying
you sound like you want help but you dont
know what to do because you dont want to
make a big deal out of this...
Congrats on recognising that theres
something not right... Because your
exactly correct. I know just where your
coming ffrom, there you say what foods you
can eat and how its frusterating. And you
also right cause things can get worse...
But only if you let them. Eating tuna and
veg meat is good for protein, I do not get
enough protein cause the foods that have
protein in them (except for nuts) are not
on my allow list. How old are you? Im
15....
If you are in school you could go and see
your school councoller, cause it causes a
lot of pain to everyone and yourself when
your binge purging 3 times a day.... Not
that much to some.. Thats the most for
me..
