Joined: 12 May 2005 Posts: 229 Location: South East England
the Waiting Game! Posted: 10-05-05 03:51am
Well..
After finally going to see my dr about the
sudden change in my cycle and the
unbelivible pain I have had for the last 2
months she did a blood test to rule
pregnancy out.. Just incase.
So the blood was taken yesterday, the
veins are still there in my areola, been
2+ months there now, there are these white
pimnple things also on them, nipples are
still alot darker and I am still tired.
These make me think that "you know what..
Maybe.."
but then I poke my belly and I cant really
notice any major differnance. I would be
12 weeks by now and I am sure I would
notice something by now, I know its all
squidy and baby would not be very big..
But it feels pretty much the same.
I am so torn, I have gone though 3 months
now wondering if I was, noticing differnce
in my self, bigger boobs.. Way way to
much wind, changes in bowel patterns
getting so tired that I feel sick and all
lof a sudden deiding that I infact do like
olives!! (much to the delight of my other
half!)
if I am I will be pleased/supprised as I
have convinced my self that I am not..
Only because if really am not I wont be
dissapointed. But if they tel lme I am
not its one good thin I guess. Canuse
then they can find out what and where all
this pain is coming from to the point that
I am due on in a week I think and I am
dreading it.
The 2 periods that I have had in the last
3 months have been so light its just
annoying if this one is the same then I
just dont knwo what to think.
But untill tomorrow afternoon.. Its the
waiting game.
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annarella
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jun 2005 Posts: 117 Location: italy
Posted: 10-05-05 04:56am
Am sorry to hear your still in the same
situation as before!!, I hadn't seen/read
anything else from u, so I thought that
you'd managed to find out what was up and
u were getting yourself sorted.
I really get the feeling that your so
frustrated but now just to tired to stress
yourself anymore!
I hope tomorrow you get some answers!!, I
really hope you are pregnant, at least
then you won't have passed these last
months of stress for nothing!
But then again, if your not, then at least
your on the first step to finding out
exactly whats wrong and get it sorted, so
I guess its a positive result whatever
happens!!
Good luck!! Will be keep fingers crosses
for u!!
P.S plus you'll have discoverd a new love
for olives :d
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Sadey
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Aug 2005 Posts: 108
Posted: 10-05-05 05:36am
Hi askara,
i hope something is revealed for u! I
know how u feel. It's not right for u to
go this long and keep on getting preg
symptoms. Have u been bd recently.
Maybe u have just concieved and are
pregnant from last month!
I'm not too sure though. I really
thought I was and some of my symptoms
haven't gone away. I still get the odd
heartburn, waking up at 5 in the morning
(even my bf calls me the 5 o clock girl).
Sometimes my boobs ache and tingle, they
are mainly hard all the time, its very
brown and with a few white bumps on it!
I'm due my af on saturday on sat so
hopefully I will find out! I have alot of
spots (real) sore one and like i'm run
down.
Like u my af the last 2 months have been
realy light. I'm due a smear test now
and just wondered if it would affetc me in
any way!!!!
You say ur tummy is the same. Do u find
anthing different at all, after u eat or
need to go to the toilet.
Really have fingers crossed for u.
Sadey
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askara
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 May 2005 Posts: 229 Location: South East England
Posted: 10-05-05 09:21am
Ahh!! Familar names! <3
in response to the belly ting, I find that
after I eat I get bloated I guess, tummy
pooches out a fair amount, is hard in
places but I expect that to be normal.
Me and the other half frequently hop on
the bad foot and do the good thing!
I went to buy some bras tpday, the last
time I got some I was a 34/c and that
meant that my larger f the 2 fit happily
in teh cup and the other one swam aboout.
Today I measured a 34dd I bought a d cup
as it fitted but my larger one is squished
so really cold have done with getting a dd
but they dont go up to that size in the
ones I liked and my smaller one fits
perfectly in to a d cup.
I also stood there looking at my self in
the mirror staring at my boobs and all the
veins that I could see all over my chest,
down my arms, in to my boobs! Was kinda
fun!
Tomorrow will tell me what I need to know,
maybe not what I want to hear but what I
need to hear.
Right now I am so torn, as much as I want
this my other hla frang me up on the phone
nearly in tears telling me how much debt
we are in and how messed our finances are,
as faras hes concearned I am not pregnant
and I i were to tell him that now I think
it would be the final nail in the coffin.
So what I am really trying to say is I
dont know what I really want to hear
tomorrow.
This is all so messed up!
But I am glad to see you 2 are about!
Annarella hows your belly doing? I peeked
at your pics the other day thats one
pretty clear u/s shot they got!
Baby dust to you sadey!
<3
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Sadey
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Aug 2005 Posts: 108
Posted: 10-05-05 09:53am
Hi askara,
oh keep up the spirit, don't let it get u
down. Soemthing will come out off it and
u will be able to have alook back and tell
what exactly u went through. Which is
why I think u need and must the a look at
this site.
Its something that may make u think again!
Seriously have alook and let me knwo
what u think.
sorry it won't work, but if you look at
the top of that board theres a link that
says forum in blue. Click on that and
select pregnancy tests. U will see a
link that says:
7 weeks late: still negative hpt's.
Do have a look, something similar to your
situation
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annarella
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jun 2005 Posts: 117 Location: italy
Posted: 10-05-05 10:45am
Keep your chin up girl!!,
apart from that I dunno what we can tell
u, actually I think its the only thng we
can tell u, whatevers happening to u,
it'll be all clear soon!!
I don't know your financial situation, but
i'm sure that if u are pregnant, you'll
find a way to get through it, obviously
it'll be hard, but i'm confident you'll
make it, sounds like you've got a solid
partnership with your otherhalf, which is
big help whatever happens!!
As for me, i'm really good!, i've passed
that tired, nausea stage, im' 16 weeks
now, and am at that point that every site
and person tells me I should be
blooming!!........Well apart from quite a
load of spots that have appeared from
nowhere on my chin etc (haven't had spots
since I was 17), and hair that seemed to
have a life of its own till I couldn't
stand it anymore at cut it all off the
other day!!......... Apart from that u
can say i'm blooming hahaha :d
ohh i've been feeling my little man
throughout this last week too!!!!!!! Sooo
amazing!! Although at the moment it feels
like i've got a goldfish swimming around
in my tummy, can't wait for a real
kick!!
Anyway enough of me!!
As soon as you find out the results, lets
us know, we're here for u whatever
happens!!
Xxxxxxxxxx
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askara
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 May 2005 Posts: 229 Location: South East England
Posted: 10-06-05 20:19pm
I rung them up today for my results.
"normal, no action needed"
i am rather let down by this as I am a
week away from when I am due to do that
horrid thing again and I cant bear the
though t of that level of pain again,
there has to be a reason for it.
If I have another light one and the pain
is the same then I will call he rup again
and say something.. As I have a high pain
tollerance.. But this pushes out the
boat.
Annerella you need to take some more pics
of your belly and upload them! Its so
much fun to see people grow.
Today has been a awful day, so many
things have gone wrong and I was still
holding out a little bit of hope, but eh.
What will be will be.
I would laugh if it was wrong.. And I
went to her in 3 months time with a large
belly and popping out of my pants.. I
would just say to her "uhh.. Are you sure
about that blood test.. Cause like.. I
dont think this is constipation"
its probally un healthy for me to hang
about on these boards.. But like most
people I no longer come here for me.. But
for other people and that there are people
on here I talk to and know.. And I want
to know how it all goes. Its kinda like
one little family!
Well anyway.. This is good night from me
as its gone 2am and I need to atleatst be
able to make others believe that I am some
what awake at 7am. Night night ladies!
*belly patting for all**
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annarella
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jun 2005 Posts: 117 Location: italy
Posted: 10-07-05 03:10am
Tsk, I was hoping you'd get a bit more
help then just 'normal, no action needed',
I dunno what docs can do in this
situation, but there must some over tests
they can do, have they checked u for
ovarian cysts?, I ask this, coz bout 9
months ago I had a period a little more
painful then normal but it lasted only 1
day exactly!, I actually thought I was
pregnant but after I got a neg blood test,
doc sent me to get a scan to check for
cysts, and infact I had 2 little ones in
my left ovary, quite scary really but they
explained that they're just follicles that
haven't burst during my period, nothing
serious, 3 months on the pill and thats
it.
It might explain your light periods, but I
hate the fact that finally u have an
answer to 'pregnant or not' question but
u still don't know whats up, unless docs
jsut think its a phase of strange
periods.
Anyway guess u gotta wait and see what
this coming period does.
I'm putting 1 foto online every month,
every 16th of the month, to have a month
by month calender, think this month will
show a big difference :d , its amazing
how fast tummy is growing at the mo, and
my mother in law said its nothing compared
to how fast tummy will grow next month!!
It seems like i've gone from not pregnant
to 4 months straight away, have managed to
skip the 'looking like i've got a rubber
ring round my waist' part, which i'm very
happy bout, at least people can see i'm
pregnant and not putting on loads of
weight for nothing!.
Anyway glad you'll be sticking around
here!, I know how u feel bout this place
being a bit addictive, but like u said,
its a great place to give and recieve
advice, and to just generally natter to
other women!.
Anyway am off, work time :(
