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lollipops92
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Posted: 05-31-06 08:02am
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To be honest girls I dont know how im
doing!!! My friend realised what was
going on because she noticed I didnt eat
lunch in school and she knows my history
with ed's so she talked to me about it. I
told to her a little bit about it, but it
was really hard, I know from now on shes
gonna be forceing food down me. Which I
feel is unfair but maybe is a good thing
in the long run.
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 05-31-06 10:37am
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Yup, it will probably be like that,
because a friend of mine does exactly the
same thing...
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Brady88
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Posted: 05-31-06 18:55pm
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Well im a christian and it helps me out a
lot...Its the one thing that has helped me
get through this stupid disorder...
And I def get the thing about people
makiing you eat..My boyfriend will try and
make me eat all the imte...He has gotten
better about it and if he knows I havent
eaten all day he will say something but
for the most part he leaves me alone
about it now...It is helpful though to
have soemone remind you or force you to
eat...Sometimes we need that...But he made
a comment today,and he was like what have
you been eating, and I told him jsut one
meal a day and he was like you enver
eat!Which I think is bull because I feel
like im always eating because I snack
sometimes...But I actually took that as a
compliment...I hate that I think that
way...
Well I hope you girls are doing good...And
hopfully if rina gets this she will write
updating us on how she is doing...We miss
you!
Ttyl<3sam
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inezrina
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Posted: 06-01-06 20:31pm
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Hey girls I am doing good. Still I am
like in awe of feeling like I might
actually beat this thing. I didn't
realize how much I had started to believe
I would live my entire life as a hopeless
bulimic. I am so happy that isn't true!
How are sam and voodoocita? Hope you
had good vacations.
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 06-02-06 04:52am
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That awesome, rina. :) i'm really happy
for you.
I'm trying to feel nice, but it's been
really hot here and all the girls are
showing their bellies and stuff, which
makes me unconfortable. But i'm trying no
to look at them and not thing about
that...
Kisses
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lollipops92
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Posted: 06-02-06 05:02am
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Ahh rina I dont know you but it brill to
know that you feel your beating your ed.
As for me, well I dont wanna give mine up
yet which is a really bad thing but I cant
help feeling that way.Oh and sam just to
let you know that I am a cristian as
well!
My exams are next week which means that I
have to get breakfast and lunch weather I
like it or not, it my goal, but I know
when the summer comes ill get scared again
and want to drop it all off again.
I just have to ask, dose it bug you when
people that dont have a ed say 'i know
what your going through'. When clearly
they dont because their not going through
it!!!
Laura xoxox :-)
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 06-02-06 08:39am
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Why don't you want to give yours up? We
all know it's hard to give up, but the
sooner the better!
You really should think about that better
:|
lol, those comments kill me, but I don't
take them seriously. ;)
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lollipops92
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Posted: 06-07-06 13:57pm
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Because its coming u to summer so I start
stressing out about my weight and another
reason why I stress about my weight so
much is because of my sisters weight. She
got sick 5 years ago and throughout the
years lost alot of weight and now I feel
under pressure to be small like her
because shes older than me and my nanny
comments about it all the time.
But I do have some good news. The last
couple of days I have been eating 3 small
meals a day and im gonna try my hardest to
stick with it.
Hope your all doing well. Xoxox
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 06-08-06 09:00am
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It kills me so hard..
Yesterday, my therapist said that I was
dealing good with my illness, so she said
that I didn't need a nutritionist and that
I should be able to deal with my life
alone from now on. So we'll meet again in
september only.
But I hate eating because I feel full and
fat. But I do it the best I can.. :x
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lollipops92
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Posted: 06-08-06 13:08pm
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Well at least you dont have to go through
it alone! Were all here to help each
other out, thats why its set up(",) and
well all beat it together:-d xoxoxo
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 06-08-06 15:41pm
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No, I don't.
But it's a battle against myself, I still
feel that. :( and against my parents
too... :( I just had dinner and they were
argueing with me about that. They made me
eat and eat and eat when I wanted no more!
I'm so tired of them and so sad.. :(
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inezrina
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Posted: 06-08-06 23:51pm
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Sorry u had a bad dinner with your parents
hang in there!
Rina
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 06-09-06 10:17am
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Today I came home for lunch so that I
could have lunch with my dad and eat
better than when I eat at college. Guess
what.. I made lunch, waited for him and
when he comes home he goes playing with
the cats instead of having lunch with me!
:( I was so pissed of that I almost didn't
have lunch.
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 07-26-06 06:35am
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Hi, there... This discussion has been
paused for a while, but we should continue
talking to each other.
Recently, a girl from the forum, sarah aka
mxgurlie, died. :(
today I had an almost binge eating
episode. I mean, I ate a lot, but not as
much as in my previous binging eating
episodes. I'm frequently constipated and
sometimes I get really angry about that!
:\ and, as I was going to tell you, I had
huge urges to purge, so I did it... I
don't feel happy for having done that
again.... And I go to the scale a lot and
today I saw that I had put on about 2
pounds or so... Omg... :\
anyone to talk to? :\ **
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neicesmiles
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Joined: 26 Jul 2006
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Location: adelaide
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Gee Theres Alot of Us
Posted: 07-26-06 23:14pm
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Hi I can't believe there's so many people
like me i'm new to this site I came on it
because i'm to scared to go see someone
about it.
I don't know how u do it. I have suffered
for 8 yrs i'm 20 yrs old now.
I just don'w know what to do anymore I get
constipated so I take laxitives and
constantly finding myself eating so much I
want to explode i'f only I could just
control how much I eat then then I woukdn
feel so uncomfotable and full. I have
told my parents but they don't understand.
My mums first response was how come your
not skinny then? She just didnt
understand it's because I am finding
myself constantly eating. I don't know
what to do I don't want to go to a clinic
by myself.
Can anyone help me.
Xoxoox
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v00d00cita
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Re: Gee Theres Alot of Us
Posted: 07-27-06 06:18am
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| neicesmiles
wrote: | hi I can't believe there's
so many people like me i'm new to this
site I came on it because i'm to scared to
go see someone about it.
I don't know how u do it. I have
suffered for 8 yrs i'm 20 yrs old now.
I just don'w know what to do anymore I get
constipated so I take laxitives and
constantly finding myself eating so much I
want to explode i'f only I could just
control how much I eat then then I woukdn
feel so uncomfotable and full. I have
told my parents but they don't
understand. |
i know what you feel, i've also noticed
how my parents would react if I ever tell
them.
Well, quick introduction of myself: i'm 21
and suffer from bulimia for about 4 years
now, but i'm in recovery.
This forum has helped me a lot, it's
really, really great to rely on the people
around here, share thoughts and
experiences, to always have someone who
understands us ready to hear us and to
give us advice. And it's neat that this
is a way of helping other people too.
You've suffered from bulimia for a long
time; have you ever gone to the doctor?
What have you been doing to rececover, if
you have ever tryed to?
I hope you feel better by talking to us!
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Brady88
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Location: Baltimore county
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Re: Gee Theres Alot of Us
Posted: 07-28-06 20:36pm
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Hi girls..I know it has been awhile since
I have been on here but I have been so
busy and then I forgot to write
everyone..How is everyone doing, and be
honest!
If rina gets this please write me back, I
would lvoe to know how you have been doing
especially because you are the first
person to actualyl write me on here!Miss
you girl!
Well hope everyone is doing well and
please write....
Take care,sam
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 07-31-06 05:15am
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Hey, there
how's everyone doing? Miss you all!
Sammy, rina, laura...!
Are you all on vacation right now or what?
My summer vacations have just begun, but
I still have a few articles to write for
a local newspaper until august 5th. Then,
i'll just be really on holidays! :)
this year, i'm going abroad with my
parents and sister, we'll go to sanxenxo
(northern spain) for about 5 days and then
we'll come back to portugal and go to s.
Pedro de moel (it's in the centre of
portugal, coast) for about 10 more days.
Doesn't ths sound nice? Well, i've been
working so hard this year that I truly
think that I deserve vacations out. =x
but tell me about yourselves, how you've
all been doing, concerns, accomplishments,
etc.
Cheers **
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inezrina
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Hey Girls
Posted: 08-03-06 16:08pm
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I am working my butt off and I have like
no time to myself but I am doing great.
Being so busy leaves no time for purging
so I am doing really well. Sadly school
starts again soon and I don't want to go.
Hope you guys are well.
-rina
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Brady88
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