Have I Got Bipolar Or Sum Kind of Schizophrnia Posted: 10-10-05 11:52am
Im 17 and for the past couple of years
have been heavily depreased and my doctor
just gives me fluoixitine tabs but I feel
like im goin crazy I hardly eat or sleep
get really moody and have got social
anxiety and lowself esteem my doc thinks
its just post traumatic stress but ive
been abbuseing alchol and drugs alot over
the past years and am getting worse and
have tried suicide attempts in the past
and am constinly fighting my suicidal
thoughts & selfharming thoughts and
have been in hostpital twice 8tly cause of
it and im so paranoid alot that every1's
against me and even the police r and my
parents and now I am smokeing cannibis
even more just 2 try stay calm im now
spending at least bout £60 a week or more
on blow alone even though I have just lost
my job I feel suicidal alot and have been
doin harmful things lately wot should I do
part from see my doc who is useless im
goin insane
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BPjoe23
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Oct 2005 Posts: 111 Location: dfw tx
Posted: 10-11-05 17:55pm
Don't get mad at me, but I would get off
the street drugs what type of drugs are
you doing.. I wouldn't be able to say
schizophrenia, or bipolar with out knowing
your symptoms tell the forum how your
mood is etc etc. Your suicidal
thoughts/idealtion could just be from your
depression.
We all get paraniod every now and then how
paranoid do you get?
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am i schizo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Sep 2005 Posts: 19
Wierd Moods And Thinking Posted: 10-19-05 12:04pm
I get wierd moods like 1 minute im happy
like ova the top happy the nxt im as low
as could be and get extreamly suicidal and
end up doing stupid things. Il get angry
for no reason or just for sum1 tlkin 2 me
and when I start drinking il drink like
its the last day of my life and ive been
smokeing cannibiss for years and this last
year have been spending all my money on
booze and drugs. Im paranoid all the time
bout every1 against me like my
parents,friends,people at work,police and
doctors like their all trying 2 kill me or
r all against me and now my selfharming
has gotten alot worse with needing
stitches and my mum suffers from bipolar
disorder and by dad has smoked alot of
cannibis in the past and is a heavy
drinker plus I have had bad experiances in
the past could any of this be related as
I know theirs def sumthing wrong wiv the
way my mind is thinking I feel ill all the
time basically and has nearly driven me
insane
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BPjoe23
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Oct 2005 Posts: 111 Location: dfw tx
Re: Am I Schizo Posted: 10-20-05 06:10am
Quote:
my mum suffers
from bipolar disorder and by dad has
smoked alot of cannibis in the past and is
a heavy drinker plus I have had bad
experiances in the past could any of this
be related as I know theirs def sumthing
wrong wiv the way my mind is thinking I
feel ill all the
time
bingo now we got something. Is anyone
else in your family tree bipolar,
or a heavy drinker. Is there any family
history of mental illness?
This stuff can be past down though dna(or
what ever it's called)
to me it sounds like you could be bipolar
with pychosis,.
When your depressed how does it feel,
what is depression like for you.
When your up how does that make you
feel?
I would go to your doctor and talk to him
about it.
Have you ever taken a antidepressant for
depression then with in a week or two you
feel really up.. With lots of engry
couldn't sleep, mind racing,
irrible and almost snappy at people?
Has there ever been a time when you didn't
need to sleep,and feel like superman and
on top of the world.
How was that for you,how did you feel, how
long did it last?
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am i schizo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Sep 2005 Posts: 19
Posted: 10-20-05 07:29am
My stepsister has epilepsy. When I get
deppreased I get wierd thoughts of every1
against me and stuff and I find it hard 2
breathe in crowded spaces as I get really
paranoid that people r looking at me or
tlking about me or can read wot im
thinking and I get extreamly suicidal and
ither start hurting myself or start
drinking and smokeing cannibiss and have
alot of wierd thoughts about my death like
thats wot ive been put on this earth for 2
kill myself or sum strange thing like that
or that every1 wants me dead. Then when
im happy I feel on top of the world like a
god that no1 can touch and that I can do
wot I want. My slleping patterns r always
messed up I hardly sleep or can suddenly
go for days without sleep and feel in my
own world im constantly tired but seem 2
get energy from outta no where and my
eating habits r the same as I can go for
days without eating and it doesnt bother
me then just suddenly eat loads and neva
seem 2 gain any weight its like I control
my weight il eat 2 gain weight then not
eat for days 2 loose any I might have got.
Dunno wot else 2 say really just that im
goin 2 see my doc 2moro but im worried hed
just say its deppreasion again as its
gotten 2 the point of me snapping as I
could litterly selfharm now and not stop
and have been haveing alot of thoughts of
overdoseing again for the past week if he
doesnt help do u know any1 else who could
thanxs
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BPjoe23
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Oct 2005 Posts: 111 Location: dfw tx
Posted: 10-20-05 12:32pm
You sound bipolar to me man... Also sound
like you have some soical anixiety(sp?)
but i'm no doctor so I can't diagnose you.
But my guess is you're possible bipolar
and have some type of anixety(sp?)
disorder.
Hope this helps you out.. Don't be
afraid to see a doctor that is what I
would..
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am i schizo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Sep 2005 Posts: 19
Posted: 10-21-05 09:31am
Yer ive been told by a counsiler I have
social anxiety and lowself esteem and my
doc has said its just deppreasion in the
past but I know its more as ive got the
symptoms of bipolar and have had it for
years wiv wierd beliefs and thoughts so
dunno il see my doc monday thanks for ur
help at least im slowly getting closer 2
finding out wots wrong wiv me
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BPjoe23
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Oct 2005 Posts: 111 Location: dfw tx
Posted: 10-21-05 09:40am
You're welcome anything to help people
with there health.
Also good thing to check out is d.B.S.A.
And n.A.M.I. Support groups.
