Hey lately I have been feeling really
strange like everything is a dream and im
not really feeling. I was giving
busporine for my anxiety. I have had
blood work down 3 times and all came back
great. Ive had chest xrays and ekgs done.
But im worried that something is wrong
with my head like my brain is messed up.
I am having trouble remembering
stuff,concentrating, and I constantly feel
like im going to blackout but never do.
Is this all just anxiety or could it be
from the busporine. Please someone help
me im scared out of my mind. I know that
if there were anything really hardcore
going on in my head it would of showed up
in the blood work. Just let me know what
you think please.....
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Irishgirl111
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Oct 2005 Posts: 1 Location: mcfarland
Totally Normal Posted: 10-12-05 21:08pm
Hi, I just read your post and I want you
to know that what you are experiencing is
totally normal. A couple of years ago I
had a baby and shortly afterward I began
feeling anxiety symptoms. I started
having panic attacks for no reason...And
on a daily basis I was feeling nervous.
Worst yet, I had the symptoms you are
describing. The feeling of "make
believe" like you are dreaming. I could
never explain it to the people around me
because they didnt understand.
I finally went and saw someone for it, and
it turns out that your body goes into
defense mode during anxiety. It's called
"depersonalization". This is very common
to anxiety disorder. I started taking
lexapro, a very small dosage. I was on
that for a couple of years and when my
insurance ran out I had to switch to
citalopram (celexa). Both have worked
for me. I still have anxiety and an
uneasy feeling in my stomach once and a
while. I have learned to accept that
it's just my anxiety.
Thankfully the depersonalization went
away. Best of luck to you and please
know that you are not alone.
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LostFan556
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Sep 2005 Posts: 15 Location: moyock
Thanks Posted: 10-12-05 22:37pm
First off lol irish people are the coolest
lol. Thank you so much you really helped
me. I just have to learn to except it and
soon it will pass but I thought something
was wrong with my brain I was like omg but
thanks to you im going to try to deal with
it and say its just my body doing tha
defense thing. Hopefully ill be better in
a few days cuz im sick of this so bad..
Thank you irishgirl
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Lennon
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jun 2005 Posts: 81 Location: Canada
Posted: 10-12-05 23:39pm
If your brain didn't do that, there's a
good chance you'd go insane. It's
actually a good thing. That dream state
is totally normal and i'm pretty sure
everyone gets it from time to time. We
(anxiety sufferers) just focus on it and
it sticks around. It goes away once you
relax and let your brain heal itself.
I've had that a million times. Go about
your day and let it do what it does.
Don't concentrate on it.
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LostFan556
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Sep 2005 Posts: 15 Location: moyock
Ok Posted: 10-13-05 01:39am
Ok so the loss of concentration and stuff
is just anxiety and the out of body
feeling is normal with it and the memory
problem I heard is common with anxiety so
that means there is nothing wrong with me
just anxiety. Hey I am up write now
scaring myself to death. Ok. Earlier
today around 1 something pm I took my
buspar and here it is 2:00 am and I took
some extra strength liquid tylenol now
that wont like hurt me cuz of the buspar
will it im just freaking myself out. I
had a headache and wanted to get rid of
it. Please write back fast.
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Lennon
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jun 2005 Posts: 81 Location: Canada
Posted: 10-13-05 01:55am
I've mixed much worse than those two
together in my time. Tylenol barely gets
rid of a headache. Try not to worry so
much.
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sandpiper
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Oct 2005 Posts: 3
Posted: 10-22-05 02:52am
I have chronic
depersonalization/derealization. Not to
scare you. There is a good support board
http://www.Dpselfhelp.Com if you
continue to have problems with this
issue.
It depends on the person. The anxiety I
had as a child sort of got "replaced" by
the chronic dp/dr.
It helps to try and ignore it... But that
is far easier said than done. I had this
since a little girl and I believe it's
conditioned in me. Certain meds have
helped. The best was klonopin. (i'm
almost 47)
i have a mood disorder/anxiety. Gad is
my middle name 8)