Hi every1,

well after months of puzzling myself and what ifs. I got my af a few days ago. They were a day and half late and they came like a proper af the last 2 months previous were only 2-3 day long. And this month there was alot of spotting for 2 days and then came the little witch with full blown. Its lasted about day and hal and now back to spotting. So altogether about 4 and bit of days. I thouhgt to myslef, well theres women out there that can still get their af and be preg and my mohter did on a few of her preg. I was having terrible cramps and back ache. What I don't know!!!!

I had a cry yesterday and nearly tore the head of my bf amd also found out my sis is 7 weeks pregnant (her 4th child). So now I am turning a new page and trying to look at life in a different perspective. I don't want to be on the pc all the time trying to find out, what possible symptoms that turn out to be nothing. Don't get me wrong, the support has been tremendous. I just feel after 3 months of ttc is getting me down already. How women that have been trying for years, they are so brave!!!

Well I am now starting to use my persona and strating to chart my temp. Then I will know when exactly I can jump on the wagon. Just thought I would let u know. I am now officially a new peson starting from scratch and forgetting about the previous months. Here's to a new start and better luck.

Plus the great has been really fantastic. Thought i'd mention that again

good luck to those ttc and hopefully I will post a balloon soon!!!

Sadey