Hi Depressed Bulimic Here Needing to Talk Posted: 10-14-05 16:08pm
I am so deeply in love it is crazy I want
to marry this person be with them forever
share pain and happiness and have
children. This is just crazy I didn't
know I could even want these things the
problem is I can't be with them long story
so here I am on the opposite side of the
world so incredibly alone I feel like life
is too hard. At the moment I just want
to vomit for hours and beat myself out or
maybe just exerxcise until I passout or
starve. I am so scared I have been
depressed for so long I have worked hard
at fighting my eating disorder currently I
haven't thrown up in 20 days and before I
hadn't thorwn up in 2 weeks I just want
something to change I feel liek the only
person who is aone and has the world
against her though I know it isn't true.
But why can't I just have my love I would
do anything.
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inezrina
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Oct 2005 Posts: 174
Posted: 10-14-05 22:31pm
Can't believe this I just found out that
one of my friends from college got hit by
a drunk driver and died
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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 128 Location: missouri
Posted: 10-14-05 23:19pm
I am really sorry to hear about your
friend. I am here of you wanna talk I am
bulimic to. It is a good thing you didn't
purge for 20 days I wouldn't be able to do
it but if it makes you feel better I am
here I can talk to you I know how you feel
(with being bulimic). I know how I felt
whe I came on here and just wanted to talk
to someon anyone who would listen and then
I found a couple people that I could
easily talk to you know. It did make me
feel a little bit better about whatever
had me upset or anything
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