I went to my therapist today. I'm having
emotional problems because my 17 year old
sister is pregnant and wants an abortion.
Our house is a war-zone and i'm being
treated like trash off the street (like
i'm the one that sleeps around). The
therapist pretty much told me that if
someone isn't with me, doesn't mean
they're against me either.
I am also no longer on state-insurance.
Which means I have co-pays now (i know,
get used to it). I paid a freakin' $30
for, "oh, don't take it so personally.
It's your sister's choice, back off. It's
not your business and it doesn't affect
you." (!!!!!!!!!) I have been getting that
for free from the people I talk to on the
internet and a lot of the people I talk to
for free irl! Should I quit going to her?
I don't think there's anything left for
us to talk about.
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OaTmEaLfAiRy
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Oct 2005 Posts: 192 Location: Iowa
Posted: 10-20-05 21:20pm
Also, when I talk about feeling like I
want to commit suicide. I get the feeling
that she doesn't take me seriously. Like
she just kind of seems like, "yeah right,
you wouldn't do it." nobody takes me
seriously. My mom ran my sister to the
psych ward at the local hospital for a
harmless note. (i could tell it wasn't
serious, it just didn't seem like it. It
was more like a crime of passion). But
when I did that (my mom doesn't remember
any of my notes, how sad is that?) she
just shrugged it off. When i'm feeling
like that now-a-days, she just says stuff
like, "oh your life isn't that bad!" or
"grow up! Quit being such a baby!" I
don't want to kill myself to prove them
wrong, but then again, I don't want them
to think that just because i'm semi-sane
now, doesn't mean I won't go through with
it when i'm not thinking straight.
