pain inside ,I need to cut ... Posted: 10-21-05 22:18pm
Hey,
I am new to this I am a cutter
and its been off and on for over 20 years
its the only way for me to deal with this
to deal with this pain inside. I am a
loner not alot of friends no one to go to
when I have a problems. I tried a.A.
And church they teach stuff your feelings
so I learn through the years to stuff how
I feel and when I do that then I want to
cut to make the pain go away I have no
friend no one to talk to thought maybe you
might understand talking seem to help me
but I think I just push people away from
me cause I am a freak. I am terrible when
it comes to having relationships and I
mean just friends I get close then I screw
it up so anyway I really want to cut
tonight it hurt so much inside. Well
thnaks for listening
