Hello And Looking For Some Support!

Hello ladies! I wanted to introduce myself and give you some background before I got into this big mess that I am drudging through! We are a military family, curretnly in the uk from 9 years in japan.Dh dave and I have been married for over 5 years and we have a 4 year old daughter and a 2.5 year old son. 2 weeks after my son was born, we decided together that he would get a vasectomy, and he did. Well, recently, I have been having pangs of wanting more babies (i swear at the time one boy and one girl seemed perfect).. Dh has been great, and didn't freak out, and said that we would have to save to do the reversal, and talk about it further. Well, I am pretty good about knowing when my period is coming, and noticing if I am a few days late. Well, we had a lot going on the last two months, I got selected for a job, my mom visited, etc etc, and I didn't realize I passed my period date (i should have started on the 3rd of oct). Well, slowly, things that now seem to make sense, were boggling me, I was tired, nauseous, my nails are growing like crazy, gassy, crampy, backache,etcetcetc.... So I realized how late I was and we took a hpt and got a faint line. Then we took a digital and it was not pregnant. Then we took another regular and a barely faint line.... Then 3 more digitals and all of them were neg.... Now just some background. When pregnant with dd I took a ton of hpts even 2 months after I knew I was pregnant, and still got negatives! With ds, I got faint positives and some negatives, then a neg blood test more faint positives and negatives and then a pos blood test. I feel like I am off my rocker even thinking tha I am pregnant, and dh is so excited at the prospect of another baby, as am i. I have never had stress, sickness, or anything other than pregnancy make me 3 1/2 weeks late... Now my boobs are sore (which is ironic, because since my augmentation a year and a half ago, I havent been able to feel them, now all of a sudden, they are sore?!?) the base only does urine tests, so I guess I will wait a few more weeks so that whatever results come- it will be the true result. But am I crazy? I did get a bought of bronchitis when I was a bout a week and a half late. I am just so worried that we are going to be devastated, I know it can happen and has happened to people after a vasectomy, I guess I just feel like I am just going to be looked at as if I am making all these symptoms up in my head because it is impossible..... Sorry I have written a book here, thank you ladies! :?: