I'm so freaking out right now and I really need to vent!! Okay, for those of you who do not know my story, I will tell you. After knowing my boyfriend (now husband) for little over a week, we began to have protected sex (with a condom). Well, one night we didn't have a condom and decided to use the "pull out" method. I thought nothing of this because (not to sound like a promiscuous person) but prior to meeting my husband I stupidly had sex with other guys unprotected without even using the pull out menthod and never became pregnant. Well, a few weeks later I started having bad cramps along with spotting, I went to the hospital and found out I was pregnant but miscarriaging. We were very sad for the lose of our un born child but at the same time a little relived, seeing as though we were not ready for children. After the miscarriage, I got on the pill (ovcon35). Well, the pill must not have worked correctly becasue I then got pregnant with my son... Who is now 3 months. So, needless to say it doesn't take much for my husband and I to make a baby. Since our son was been born, we have been very careful, always using condoms. Now, here is what I am freaking out about...It is also a little embarrasing. Last night my husband and I were having sex and it had lasted probably about an hour before he came (so the condom was a little worn out.). When he was in the middle of cumming, (i was on top) the condom slipped off! The condom was inside of me...And so was lots of his cum. I started freaking out!! I went and peed (after pulling the condom out) and got right into the bathtub trying to get as much of it (cum) out as possible. The only reason I am so scared is because like I said, I get pregnant very easily...And we can not have another baby right now. Sorry this was so long..I'm just scared. Also, this may just be all in my head, but I was having light period like cramps all morning this morning (my period just ended about 6 days ago.) i'd really appreciate any advice of any kind, and support.
Thanks so much,
teresa
