Long Distance Relatioship.. Sometimes Its So Hard For Me.... Posted: 10-30-05 18:41pm
:!: I am 16. I fell in love with my
husband to be in an awkward way and time
of my life.
I was coming out of a relationship for 3
years, loved the guy so much, but was
played for a fool. I was giving up on
life. Young, but giving up. So many
problems in my life, I just said screw all
of it. I felt that I was going to be
lonely without any real friends or any
caring people in my life. And that is
when my soul mate came into my life.
We have had many problems in our
relationship due to having a long distance
relationship. But going through break ups
after break ups, things are starting to
become clear to us now on how much we
really do mean to each other. We see each
other every 4 months!
On dec. 15 is going to be our 1 year
anniversary. I am so excited!!! But the
thing that is becoming harder for me now
is trying to fight back the tears of
loneliness. Its not that I cant hang in
there, its that I just miss him so much!
I just recently went out for the night
with some family and surronding me, was
couple!. Loving couples... With
baby's... Just being in love. Its hard
for my eyes to see, because my heart is
trying to hide that feeling of sadness and
lonely ness but when seeing what my heart
wants, my eyes appeal to that and in the
end, tears began to roll down my cheeks.
I just would like if someone is going
through the same thing to share their
experience and the love that they feel for
there loved ones. I just love my man so
much I just wish that I could be with him
all the time. When he comes, he stays up
to 3 weeks but leaves again and every
time, breaks my heart even more!!! :(
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RikkuAkuda
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Oct 2005 Posts: 17 Location: Brighton
Posted: 11-01-05 11:46am
Don't worry, because you love him so much
things will work out. I know. It might
seem really really hard when he's not
around but you also showing yourself that
you don't always need to depend on some
one eles. I know it's hard seeing other
couples out there with kids and what not
but think of it this way, when you get
married, and have kids it will allbe a
thing of the past.
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hellburn
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Sep 2005 Posts: 59 Location: vic australia
Posted: 11-02-05 03:20am
Yeah that may be true but till she gets
married she is in a living hell. So when
you out just some blind glasses on so you
can't see s#%t and bash people with a
stick the end good bye
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RikkuAkuda
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Oct 2005 Posts: 17 Location: Brighton
Posted: 11-02-05 09:20am
But you have to under stand though love is
stronger then anything eles out there. So
don't worry be happy for now, you have
something good going on.
