I have not been able to sleep in bed with
my hubby,
because of this weird problem..
Going to sleep is fine, the middle of the
night includes some tossing and turning
nothing major , but in the morning when he
tries to wake me up I get so angry and I
hit and kick and say mean things or
suggest hes trying to rape/abuse me . He
will do something simple like put his arm
around me
and I will toss it away as hard as I can,
its just a very violent thing, I will be
half awake, awake enough to talk to him
but still react the same way and then I
wont remember any of it later on after I
fully wake up. I dont want to do
these things but cant fix it untill I
figure out what it may be. I can
remember being like this my whole life.
And no drs ever had an answer for me...
Whats your ideas on this?
Thanks xoxo
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saturn24
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Nov 2003 Posts: 205 Location: Pittsburgh, Pa
Posted: 12-23-03 04:03am
Were you ever raped or molested? Maybe
as a child? The only thing I can think
of is that you may not remember it, but
when you are half asleep these fears
resurface. Maybe see a hypnotist and
find out what your brain is hiding from
you. If it is not the above, maybe you
just hate to be awoken!
