Hello everyone,
im a 23 year old female currently in the
battle of losing weight and going no
where. I am not starving myself but im
constantly finding myself in a restaurant
with women and men who are beautiful to
me, my friends say they are to skinny, and
how I want to become them. It has become
so obsessive that I have found myself
holding my driver id up to models in
pictures and smile at that thought that I
will be beautiful like them if I keep
doing what im doing. I dont how this came
about but I dont know how to stop it
either. I do binge. I am currently at a
weight of 256 and I have lost from over
310+. I binge in the sense of over eating
then not eating. I have never thrown up
from this and find that repulsive to stick
my finger down my throat. Its like when I
see myself getting thinner and my
boyfriend comments on how good I look when
I lost weight that if I gain it back he
says nothing. I just want to keep losing.
Im stuck in a cycle and have no one to
talk to. Please someone give me
advise....
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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 128 Location: missouri
Posted: 11-06-05 21:15pm
I feel that you are going the wrong way of
loosing weight. I know how it is though
but I can't really say much about it cause
I am bulimic so yeah. I hope and don't
want you fall into having an eating
disorder I am recently getting help after
a year and a half with this disease. I
know how good it feels to loose the weight
but I also know how terrible it feels and
how wek you get I pray that you find
another way to loose weight cause starving
isn't the answer. I know I may sound
hypacritical but I just don't want you to
be trapped in an ed like alot of people
are. Please don't do that to yourself
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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 128 Location: missouri
Posted: 11-06-05 21:18pm
I feel that you are going the wrong way of
loosing weight. I know how it is though
but I can't really say much about it cause
I am bulimic so yeah. I hope and don't
want you fall into having an eating
disorder I am recently getting help after
a year and a half with this disease. I
know how good it feels to loose the weight
but I also know how terrible it feels and
how wek you get I pray that you find
another way to loose weight cause starving
isn't the answer. I know I may sound
hypacritical but I just don't want you to
be trapped in an ed like alot of people
are. Please don't do that to yourself
