Just a few months ago I found out I was
pregnant and was really scared. Both me
and my bf were really scared, we talked
and talked and came to a decision to have
an abortion. I was really upset and
scared about the whole situation. But
afterwards I felt better, still thought
about it every day but I was feeling
better. But lately i've been getting
these urges to have a baby. I'm 22 and me
and my boyfriend are so inlove. I've
never been happier, he treats me so great
and wonderful. In ways I never thought I
would ever get treated. But everyday I
think about being pregnant again. When I
had gotten pregnant I knew right away. I
started feeling strange things in my
abdomen, light cramping off and on. I had
horrible naseau, I had no appetite. Every
time I was around food or ate I felt
nautious. My breast got swollen and were
very tender. This all happened during the
whole 5 weeks. Now I want to go through
all that again, I want to go through the
whole pregnancy. I sit and think and get
inpatient, I want time to go by fast
because all I can think about is having a
baby of my own with my boyfriend. I want
us to enjoy life's greatest gift. I
haven't told him about these feelings that
i've been having. I'm afraid to tell him
but then again I want him to know what
i've been feeling. I understand that it's
not really the right time yet but it's
really hard not to think about it and hold
back.
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nikki_caro
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Aug 2003 Posts: 4921 Location: Right here at work!
Posted: 12-10-03 13:03pm
Well you want all the feelings and
everything to come back since you aborted
the last one? Are you just wanting this
to have that feeling or are you thinking
about having the baby for the rest of your
life? Because its not just about being
pregnant and feeling the kicks and the
ultrasounds. Its about having labor,
taking care of a baby in the early morning
hours, changing diaper after diaper,
buying clothes, wipes, bottles, a crib,
car seats, bibs....Its way more than just
morning sickness. So if you think you
want all this with your boyfriend then
think about it very seriously. Discuss it
and make sure its what you really want.
You cant want to get pregnant again and
feel for it, then abort it. Its going the
whole way and having the whole 18 years of
being responsible for another. Maybe you
should wait until you 2 get married and
then the both of you are ready for a
family.
