Just a few months ago I found out I was pregnant and was really scared. Both me and my bf were really scared, we talked and talked and came to a decision to have an abortion. I was really upset and scared about the whole situation. But afterwards I felt better, still thought about it every day but I was feeling better. But lately i've been getting these urges to have a baby. I'm 22 and me and my boyfriend are so inlove. I've never been happier, he treats me so great and wonderful. In ways I never thought I would ever get treated. But everyday I think about being pregnant again. When I had gotten pregnant I knew right away. I started feeling strange things in my abdomen, light cramping off and on. I had horrible naseau, I had no appetite. Every time I was around food or ate I felt nautious. My breast got swollen and were very tender. This all happened during the whole 5 weeks. Now I want to go through all that again, I want to go through the whole pregnancy. I sit and think and get inpatient, I want time to go by fast because all I can think about is having a baby of my own with my boyfriend. I want us to enjoy life's greatest gift. I haven't told him about these feelings that i've been having. I'm afraid to tell him but then again I want him to know what i've been feeling. I understand that it's not really the right time yet but it's really hard not to think about it and hold back.