Well you want all the feelings and everything to come back since you aborted the last one? Are you just wanting this to have that feeling or are you thinking about having the baby for the rest of your life? Because its not just about being pregnant and feeling the kicks and the ultrasounds. Its about having labor, taking care of a baby in the early morning hours, changing diaper after diaper, buying clothes, wipes, bottles, a crib, car seats, bibs....Its way more than just morning sickness. So if you think you want all this with your boyfriend then think about it very seriously. Discuss it and make sure its what you really want. You cant want to get pregnant again and feel for it, then abort it. Its going the whole way and having the whole 18 years of being responsible for another. Maybe you should wait until you 2 get married and then the both of you are ready for a family.