Hi everyone...I don't know what to say,
but I know for sure I have problems. I'm
17, and have been living with my boyfriend
of two years for one year. We always
fight these days, but we still love each
other. It hurts so much that it
happens.
I don't speak to my parents, but they
aren't interested in hearing from me.
They still haven't seen me for my birthday
which was a month ago. My sister insists
that I am a promiscuous person, and a
horrible person. Even though my partner
was my first boyfriend, and certainly my
first sexual partner. My mother once said
to me that she wants to send me away to
foster care where the father rapes and
beats me. They never approved of my
partner, and for the first six months of
our relationship they refused to let me
see him. It only made me fall harder for
him. They treated me like caca and didn't
seem to care about the fact that I would
cry myself to sleep everynight. They
would take my phone everynight and look
for evidence that I was still seeing him.
When my sister told them I was seeing him
my father took my phone and threw it at
the floor. He would call my partner and
call him all sorts of things, and threaten
to get him put in prison, and also to get
people to go his home and beat him up.
Less than a month after I turned 16 I
moved in with my bf and things were good.
Recently we are having more problems and
he thinks I should leave.
I'm a jobless high school drop out, and
can't find work at all. My friends are
even telling me the same things my parents
and sister tell me. Trouble seems to
follow me, even though I try to be a good,
mature person.
Well there is my sob story...And right now
i'm not seeing anything about life that
makes me think its worth living. Do I
need to see a doctor?
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jdmcow
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Nov 2005 Posts: 9 Location: East Coast
Posted: 11-10-05 01:29am
Not really, but if you want pills, you
can. You can get a hs diploma or a ged at
your local college. Plan on what you want
and need in life and start from there. Do
it while you're still young.
