Im Not Sure What Anger Goes Under...but Its Serious, Very. Posted: 11-17-05 22:03pm
I have a serious anger problem, it led me
to recently start punching walls, cursing
my teachers out and even strangling my cat
and killing lizards and even contemplating
doing something even more insane. I dont
know why, but I just get angry.
Sometimes I find myself so absorbed in my
thoughts it feels like they are almost
happening, I can almost feel the
sensations and soemtimes find myself
drifting so far from reality as to almost
act upon them...I think thats
schizophrenia but im not sure, but I have
very bad anger issues that have been with
me all my life. Sometimes I just punch
walls, o0ther times I break things, and
then other times I stare people down until
they eventually leave. My glaring issue
is so bad people think im going to kill
them just coz I look at them, and the
things I say too...Im really afraid im
going to go off the deep end and really
hurt someone.
At times, I feel like im about to become
something else, almost like
lycanthropy...Its only happened once, but
I literally felt myself shifting into
soemthing else, and I could almost see it
and feel it, but it sorta just stopped
outta the blue...And sometimes I hear
voices. I think im going insane and I
really just want to be able to live with
these disorders without medication...
I also have violent thoughts, and the idea
of seeing someone die or even other things
sometimes is sexually a turn on, and im
quite embarassed by it. We watched a
video of a guy getting shot in the head,
and I found myself becoming really aroused
by this thought(im a girl)and it made me
feel ashamed...I dunno, but I have a deep
infatuation with being evil and satanic,
and im beginning to think that this has
been with me since birth...Please help me!
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tricialynn
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Dec 2005 Posts: 17 Location: Michigan
Posted: 12-05-05 13:03pm
I have lived with someone like u and I
also have anger problems.. And it made me
feel like sh*t likes I was worth nothing
because of the way he treated me.. Just
remember other people have feelings, when
you get upset just lay down close your
eyes and act like you are pushing the
things away from you, is there anyone in
your family that you talk to about these
things?
I would really like to kno more and to kno
the question I asked you.... I have a lot
of experience with this.. Just let me
kno!
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flowerlight
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Dec 2005 Posts: 15 Location: UK
You Posted: 12-06-05 22:56pm
Anger, we all feel it and we all express
it differently. Violence can be a turn
on, why not. But its when it harms
others and you, that it gets out of
control. If you start going down that
line find something that will take the
anger out of you, so u can diffuse the
situation. I had a big argument with my
mate today, but lately I can get out of it
by taking a few calming min's out
listening to some music. Just something
to get me thinking abt something else.
Then I find I dont really car abt them and
their problem. Hehe its far more funny
;-) you are better them them 4 not being
violent (unless really called for)
go 4 it
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