My two best friends are lanese and
denis,even though i've known denis since
we were babies,i've never had feelings 4
him he's my older brother and I love him
lyke 1, until my now best friend which I
met in the 3rd semester of 8th grade we
turned into like sisters I love her and I
kno she loves me but when my 2 best
friends met it was lyke luv at first sight
I thought everything would be perfect till
like 2 months into the relationship
sumthin went wrong I dont kno wat but they
started having lil arguements so they
would both call me and I would resolve it,
we would always chill since it was the
summer, one day while we were over his
house it was juss me lanese and denis it
would be normal for me to leave the room
while they have sex so i'd always go
downstairs and tlk on the fone, when they
called me back up,i was happy cuz I fallin
asleep and so I went and we watched
movies,when denis' mom called so he left
the room so me and lanese could tlk while
we were tlkin she told that she didnt want
to have sex but denis had kinda made her,
I was madd but she told me not 2 say
nething so I didnt but another day we were
over there denis had lanese's cell phone
and was deleting boyz numbers but she
didnt wat him 2 so she kept hittin him and
she know he doesnt like bein hit he
pinned her down and was yellin at her
while she was cryin and since denis was
stonger then her he held her back, I was
madd I could'nt do anything because it was
none of my business until one of them come
to me so that whole night consisted of
them fightin she would hit him,and he
would sometimes hit back, he claims he
loves her but I dont see it in them
anymore I love them both but I cant choose
between then again shes a freshmen and
he's a junior, I juss dont wat her to get
hurt, in the beginning of the relationship
they were so lovie-dovie enough to make me
sick *lol* and I always hoped and prayed
ill soon have a relationship like thiers
but I dont even kno anymore, i'd have my
arguements with denis when he calls lanese
a health forum,becuz I believe no female
should be disrespected like that my mother
brought me up to believe that, they used
to tlk on the phone all the time it
reminded lanese friend of a song called
"still" by tamia now they barely even tlk
the song reminded my friend lanese of her
and denis and when I listen to it it
reminds me of the kind of relationship I
what they dont kno this but I pray for
them every night before I got to bed hopin
they still go on strong and hopefully
he'll change for the best of them.... And
me :cryin: becuz their family to me and
nuthin is gon change that the song that
reminds me of sumtin that could happen 4
them later in life if he doesnt change is
" love is blind" by eve , but im hopin
that it wont lead to all that but if it
does I got my glock, and my nine and we
killin a person *lol*
~lilangel9
