I'm just feeling so hurt at the moment.
I'm just wondering if anyone has ever
being in a sutation with a friend where it
appears that they are coming from a
standpoint of "do as I say, not as I do".
I am going through such a dilemma with a
so-called friend at the moment. She
tells me what she needs, but doesn't
adhere to the same request herself. I
couldn't believe it last night - actually
shed a few tears about it before group.
The reiki practitioner at the centre I go
to was really sympathetic to my situation.
A couple of the counsellors walked in on
us :? - they asked what was up, so kind
of told them that both myself and x were
kind of clashing at the moment. I needed
to say something, but did not want to go
into the details. I'm pretty sure my
face was pretty red when I went up to
group then.
Has anyone else ever being in such a
situation with a friend, where they preach
one thing, but do the opposite themselves?
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JJRT14
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Dec 2005 Posts: 14 Location: Pickering
Hey Posted: 12-10-05 08:05am
Hey, im 17, I know exactly how you feel
whenever I get into an argument with my
friends I just come home n I feel so sick
to my tummy that I go in the bathroom n
barf and then when I look at myself in the
mirror im like ? Whats going on you know
but I do know.
My sitiuation was that my good friend and
me got into an arguement he said some mean
things n I litterly felt like balling my
eyes out right in front of him, but see
the thing about it is that he doesnt kno
im bulimic, so I guess he just didnt think
the stuff he was sayin was hurting me you
know but it was after that I went home n I
jogged around my block for about 30mins
striaght I was freezing but all I had on
my mind was if I look like this im not
good enough so I kepted jogging n jogging
then when I came home I felt so bad that I
ate soooo much food n then right after I
ran to the bathroom n I barfed everythin
up, just over something that was said. I
really hope you and you friend works it
out and reply back to me id love to stay
in touch.
