I was put in treatment in a hospital over
the summer for my eating disorder
classified as anorexia. I got out right
when school started back up. Im only 14
and it is my first year of highschool. I
became really stressed and scared to start
highschool. It now been a few months and
my eating disorder has become worst. In
september I began purging because I was
under so much stress and sense I was under
a close eye I wasn't able to skip meals.
For a week or so I began to eat regularly
and my parents stopped hovering over me as
much but now im back to skipping meals,
over excersising, and now to make it worst
I purge. I dont know where to go from
here my parents dont know about me purging
and im scared for them to find out. I
feel like I ran a circle and am right back
to where im started but worst. I feel
really depressed and lonely will someone
please just give me advice or talk to me
it would really!
Thanks
sarah
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tunasushi
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Aug 2005 Posts: 37
Posted: 12-08-05 01:06am
Honey, I feel exactly the same. We r in
the same boat. I m 14 also and my story
is just like urs....Im currently
relapsing. To make things worst, my
mother told my dad on the phone (since hes
in another country) that my ass is big
now....I wanna stab myself repeatedly and
just die
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dancinchick2220*
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Nov 2005 Posts: 9 Location: maryland
Thanks Posted: 12-09-05 14:28pm
Thanks for letting me know im not the only
one. I was actually told im probably
going in to the hospital again. Although
I dont want to ill be ready. Im so sorry
that ur mom made that comment to ur dad
you must feel really down right now.
Thanks again and hope that you feel better
bout yourself.
Sarah
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tunasushi
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Aug 2005 Posts: 37
Posted: 12-09-05 22:26pm
Hey sarah :):)
i was almost put in the hosp. Too....But
I begged and promised to eat.....And I
did...But then, lately it just all
returned...I hope u r doing much better,
hunny
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dancinchick2220*
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Nov 2005 Posts: 9 Location: maryland
Relapse Is Definate Posted: 12-12-05 20:31pm
Im going back to the hospital after or
before chritmas and I dont really want to.
Cant get myself out of this on. How r
u?
