Me and my boyfriend had unprotected sex and he ejaculated inside me... I feel discusting, low, and everytime I think about it my self respect gets lower... Im so scared

this happened about 2 weeks ago, the day before my period had stopped.. People that I have asked about getting pregnant after 1 day my period stops is unsafe said most chances are I am not pregnant... I am very young n the exsperiances I have been going threw with my family that isnt together anymore.... I am looked at by all the adults in my life as a very mature 15 year old young woman. I dont want to get pregnant at 15. I never see my father so I sometimes think I go to older men because I missed out on an older male figure. When I do see my father its always a dream, im such a daddys girl and I love him so much and wish I could be with him forever. Hes the only person that thinks the way I do bout life.

I want to finish highschool, go to college, be successfull, fall in love, get married and have children. I want to see my parents happy and proud that atleast one of their children made it in life. I need anyones advise (more from older women)

i feel like my life has just began to set it self straight because the last year it hasnt been much good at all. Im doing so much more better in school, I get along with my mother alot more now that I have gotten more mature in the past year and I dont have to agree with anything she does becuase she is my mother. I stay away from that bad crowd but still find myself having sex with this guy... Though I no it makes me feel nothing but bad. I dont no wat to do.