I am trapped in a relationship because
even though I feel so much pain I love my
boyfriend so much . I am extremely
depressed. But I dont know how to talk
about it. When the councellor trys I
grid my teeth and feel very embaressed.
I feel hopeless and have no where to look.
I want to commit suicide. I know I
need help but I saw my bi polar boyfriend
go into the hospital for depression and
they just put him back into the world a
week later. There isnt much hope here.
I just need to know where to turn? What
to do? What pills to take?
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sad_eyes
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Aug 2005 Posts: 96
Posted: 01-01-06 16:56pm
Hi,
have you considered seeing a doctor about
the way you feel? They can give you
anti-depressant medication which they
think will most likely suit you (depending
on age, type of depression etc).
It can be hard talking about your feelings
especially to someone you don't know. If
you find it hard just keep posting on
here, it might help you alittle. Do you
do anything like writing, or drawing -
that might help express your feelings too.
I can imagine that it must me very
stressful, that you are in a relationship
with someone who also suffers from
depression. Do you have any other
stresses in your life like school stress
or family problems or anything? Sometimes
depression can also be caused by poor diet
etc, do you feel that you eat well. You
could also maybe ask your gp if they can
test you for illnesses such as anaemia or
diabetes - these illnesses are often
related to depression.
Hope this helps you alittle.
Take good care.
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rOaCh
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Jun 2005 Posts: 35 Location: toronto
Posted: 01-01-06 17:03pm
I get very frustrated with drawing and
writing. I regularily try but I end up
riping it up. That is why I get so
frustrated. It is a long story but yes I
feel like there are no options left
because of my family. In the past year I
have lived in a shelter my mom my dad and
my aunt and none are goood for me.
I think I need to see a doctor but I do
not want to deal with my family and seeing
a doctor. I also have no health coverage.
Hum
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sad_eyes
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Aug 2005 Posts: 96
Posted: 01-02-06 03:49am
Hi,
i'm sorry your having such a difficult
time at the moment.
Ok, I would suggest that if you are going
to use anti-depressants, get them from
your gp - don't go using someone elses
medication, or ordering them
non-prescribed off some internet site or
something - some anti-depressants have
serious adverse effects.
You can pm me if you ever feel the need to
talk to someone.
Sorry i'm not much help to
you...........
