Wow....Im usually only used to posting in
the pregnancy forum...But here it goes...I
found out I was pregnant 3 and a half
months ago......And I was
devastated...Becuz my ex boyfriend forced
me to have sex....Well from that one
time...I got pregnant...And immediatly
went back to my old habits of cuttin
myself on my arms...Well than I found out
that I was havin a miscarraige..And as bad
as it sounds I was relieved becuz I know
that I am not ready to have a baby...Im
only 18,,,plus sex wasnt sumthing I
wanted...Well me and my ex broke up...He
was an ass,,who admitted all he wanted was
to have sex with me..And that im too ugly
to be with a guy like him...Well I was
super depressed..And now I think that
maybe the dr's were wrong and I am still
pregnant......And I feel like really
hurtin myself...And I hate it...I used to
be such a happy person and all I do is cry
and cut....My parents have no idea how I
feel everything ive been thru,,,since
there of strict background belief. They
would disown me.....And I dont know what
to do..I am sooo alone....They only thing
that takes away from the pain I feel is
self mutilation....Im soooooo scared....
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*-Eleanor-*
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Dec 2005 Posts: 14 Location: hong kong
Posted: 01-15-06 07:28am
I went through a similar thing like u.My
bf forced me to have sex and then when I
told him I was scared I might be
pregnant,he just broke up with me.I know
its soooo sad when u find out that the guy
u love doesn't care for u anymore.It's not
fair when girls have to go through all
those wories and guys can just shrug their
shoulders and walk away.I used to cry all
day and overeat myself to rid my
sadness,but that never really made me feel
better.
Try to find other ways to solve ur
problem.If u can't talk to ur parents,talk
to ur friends or if u have msn we can
chat.Don't cut youself hon,u'll be hurting
u and ur baby.I know u are the one who is
going through all this and all the
depresion and I can just give u some
advice u might have heard a hundred
times,but try to talk to someone about ur
troubles(those u feel comfortable with,not
morons)it really helps a lot.There are
many girls out there dealing with the same
situation and lots of them solve their
problems.
Don't hurt urself sweetie.I wish u all the
luck in the world and keep me informed
when u get better.
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catswold
Supporter
Joined: 10 Oct 2005 Posts: 404 Location: Flint, Michigan
Posted: 01-15-06 13:00pm
Herre7 - if you are concerned that you are
still pregnant, go to another clinic or
even a planned parenting place and get
retested. It will probably be free and
that will at least let you know for sure
if you are pregnant or not.
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sandyallen
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Feb 2004 Posts: 4580
Posted: 01-15-06 13:23pm
Do not let a guy put you down like that,
telling you are ugly, if he forced sex on
you, it is called rape, you are better
than him and you deseve better! Cutting
is not the answer, get help, you are not
alone! It is not your fault! You might
think of going to mental health, please do
not take me wrong, I am not saying that
you are crazy but we all need a little
help sometime in our lives. Please do
not cut and as the poster said before,
find out if you are pregnant.
Good luck!
Keep us posted!
