Hello
im 22 years old. I have bulimic for over
7 years. Recently I have begun to cut
myself. Tonight I slashed myself 27
times. I hate who I am . Cutting myself
releases the feelings that I have inside.
It also punishes the person who I hate
inside. Its like holding your breath for
as long as you can then when u exhale.
Its like taking that first breath.
I know what im doing isnt right but I dont
know what else to do. Cant even explain
what I feel I dont know if there are
words.
Thanks
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pcbrawner
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 26 Feb 2006 Posts: 22 Location: Missouri
Another Thought Posted: 02-28-06 10:11am
Im sorry to learn of your feelings of self
hate. I wish there was some way I could
help you to understand you are a beautiful
creation of nature and to cut yourself is
counter to the most important of god's
creations.