I don't know if you want to be preached at
or not but I found god and am doing a lot
better.
There are things I do like, computers,
draw, write. That take my mind off of
things and help me get through it.
I know in past relationships I would over
think things. Most of it was common
sinse things my girlfriend at the time
would be telling me about.
The kind of things that seemed to annoy me
every 10 minutes.
But hindsight was always 20/20 and I would
often regret getting upset later.
I think the biggest problem I had was low
self worth and bad judgement.
My days were filled with looking for the
out. I kept looking for someplace to go
where I could be alone and not worry about
other people.
But then being alone made me depressed so
I would start the cycle all over.
Church gave me and my current girlfriend
friends we can both hang out with. They
are people I feel completely comfortable
with. Often times spending time with
them three or four times out of the week
doing whatever, helps. Giving and
recieving respect from friends can go a
long way tward recovery.
I also found out that there are places
where bipolar people or people with mental
problems in general can go to. Generaly
the state you live in is suppose to supply
some sort of help for people like us.
They make places like club houses where
people can meet and make friends and or
learn to cope with every day problems.
Check this place out, its in ny but they
help sponsor several clubhouses across the
nation.
Http://www.Iccd.Org/
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