Please Help Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posted: 03-16-06 01:17am
Hello. I don't know where to start. I
wonder if someone can tell me what could
be wrong. When I was around 3 or 4, I
started seeing an image of a woman. She
wears what appears to be a black wedding
dress. She has messy hair. She always
stands by my door when I do see her. She
only spoke to me once. She said, "shhh,
it's okay." i'm afraid of her still to
this day. I dream about her, and
sometimes I believe I can feel her
presence. After many years, I was talking
to my older brother. The topic came up,
even though we had never talked about it
before. He has seen her as well. Now i'm
not sure if she is real or imagined. We
established by our ages, I was the first
to start seeing her. Now days, I stay up
all night securing the windows and doors,
cause i'm afraid of intruders. After
doing so, I think, " man they got me now,
now i'm trapped, cause I nailed the
windows shut, they tricked me." then after
that, i'm afraid she's here. What is
wrong with me? I'm now afraid of doors
and can't sleep unless I can see them.
They can't be behind me. I hate windows
as well. Please can someone help me make
sense of this. I just need a logical
explaination. Thank you for your time.
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logicroad
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Joined: 26 Dec 2005 Posts: 21 Location: Greece, Salonica
Posted: 03-18-06 07:12am
One logical explanation might be, that you
need 'control' of your environment. Or
some sort of prediction.
There are more logical explanations. Ask
me if i'm unclear.
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Godinme
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Joined: 09 Mar 2006 Posts: 12
Posted: 03-21-06 22:56pm
First, you have to keep in mind that you
are asking for help with a supernatural
subject on a forum that is for people with
bipolar disorder.
So you must be thinking some how that it
is you and not a ghost.
Of course bipolar disorder can run in the
family so maby your brother has it as
well.
If so you need to be diagnosed asap. The
sooner you seek help the sooner you can
get diagnosed correctly.
If you think that there isnt anything
wrong with you and you are seeing a ghost
then I suggest that you find god, ask
jesus for forgiveness of your sins and
believe jesus is who he said he is. God
can take care of all that stuff.
Of course looking for a psychiatrist asap
would be the most prefered thing to do.
Good luck and god bless.
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aries98912
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Joined: 15 Mar 2006 Posts: 11
Posted: 03-22-06 01:12am
The thing is I do believe in god, and I
believe through him all things are
possible. I accepted jesus christ as my
personal savior in 1996. The reason I
posted this is because I want to know if
other people have had the same problem. I
don't think I have bi-polar or
schizophrenia. If a doctor did an mri and
could prove it, then i'd be able to do
something about it. I once was put on
risperadal when I was 19 years old. I
know the doctor put me down as several
different things. I was a drug user at
the time, so I quit using risperadal. I'm
just leary of such things I guess. The
thing is, I use to see this woman until
the age of 21 years. On and off that is.
Now days, it's like I feel her presence or
maybe it's my mind. Sometimes, someone
calls my name, but no one is there.
Everyone does once in awhile. Sometimes,
I hear someone ask if they can come in.
Once again, no one is there. Maybe my
mind is sedative and that's the way the
brain copes with being functional. Who
knows? I don't know. I do have severe
anxiety and depression. I don't know what
to say about that. Everyone has that
though, I think. I had such bad anxiety
attacks that I actually had seizures for
awhile. The depression has been pretty
bad as well. I no longer want to committ
suicide, because god gave me a beautiful
son. My whole existence is for him. He's
the reason i'm able to be here today
typing to you. If he wasn't here, I don't
believe I would be living. I really
appreciate you replying to me, thank you.
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RameshV
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Joined: 22 Mar 2006 Posts: 11 Location: India
You Must Go to a Psychiatrist Immediately Posted: 03-22-06 06:57am
Your description clearly "suggests" that
you are having hallucinations - auditory
and visual also.
You must go to a psychiatrist immediately
and take help.
Please remember - no one in the world can
prove that you have any mental illness to
you through mri or any other test.
Medical science has not advanced to that
stage yet regarding mental illness.
It is nothing wrong to go to a doctor and
get help - he will decide. In all the
mental illnesses , you must remember the
person concerned thinks he is normal.
I too thought so , until I recovered from
bipolar disorder. And I expericed
hallucinations as you are.
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Godinme
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Joined: 09 Mar 2006 Posts: 12
Posted: 03-23-06 00:36am
I would have to agree with the person
above this post.
Also read up on ghost in the bible, they
are demons. Sounds like you might be
suffering from a few demons of your own.
Keep asking. Jesus to make them go
away.
But dont get stuck in that frame of mind.
Its best that you seek out the help of a
psychiatrist asap.
If one or more of your parents suffered
from a mental illness their abnormal
behavior could have influenced you in the
wrong way as a child and you wouldnt even
know about it. Growing up in such a way
would leave you to believe it is common
place.
I'm not saying your parents may have had
something wrong with them I am just giving
you a possibility that can be common in
someone with bipolar disorder.
The one thing that helped me the most was
.God
after I became a christian I began to soke
up knowledg of all kinds.
Anything that interested me and as I
learned the things that interested me
began to grow. Through learning I began
to understand myself better.
The more I understood the more I could
control what was wrong with me.
This also got me closer to .God.
I understand more then anything that .God
is a .God of love.
I dont know where or how he will do it,
but .God will help you.
Keep praying and look for a psychiatrist
that will be the best for you.
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RameshV
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Mar 2006 Posts: 11 Location: India
Posted: 03-23-06 00:57am
God , religion have a place in everyone's
life including bipolar ones.
"blessed are the pure in heart for they
shall see the lord" says bible.
The religious people behold god and not
ghosts. You come nearer to god by
religion not to ghosts.
Praying to god , knowing him helps a lot
and indeed I think that is the greatest
help for mentally ill people.
In a research study in india it has been
understood that mentally ill people
serving in a temple are recovering better
that otherwise.
But still , you please understand ,
religion calls for a pure mind which is
even better than the normal mind.
An ill peorson's mind on the other hand is
below the normal mind. It is getting
hallucinations. And this is exactly the
reason we need to take the psychiatrists
help. Please recognise that , hearing
voices is a hallucination and requires
medical treatment.
If it has any religious reason , you would
not feel like you need help , rather you
would have been very happy to have the
experience.
The very thing that you need help shows it
is having relation to a mental illness.