First of all you have surely woken all us tired folks up!! But nevertheless, you suprise me with your faith and relationship with god beccause then we both kknow that even satan knows the bible, he's even in it. I'm noy calling you anything though because im not god and i'm not foolish enough to say who he will and will not use. He does what he wants. Either you are telling the truth and god is "using" you (the lie is on you though if you're lying) or you need some supervised tlc (if you catch my drift) either way there is something about you and its either good or bad. And you know some people get jealous and dont want you stealing the thunder. But if what you say is true it has nothing to do with "you" (not saying it like that) because everything is for the glory of god. There's nothing special about us, but there is something special about god. I will never be dumb enough to judge you, god may be using you for his will. :) but in any case I have to honestly say since I can only use limited senses I am "doubtful". But I could be wrong. Girl you good> a e ways I can be a friend to ya!!!Good luck sweetie!!!