Well even though this is not my first pregnancy, I do not know if this is part of it or not, since I was not around my daughters dad to know it. Anyway well lately I have been treating my dh like crap, I can not stand him and just looking at him gets me mad, nothing that he does is enough for me I want him to do more, and sometimes I sit and think that I am been a bit ;bi**hy but I cant help it! If he gets close to me I get mad and push him away I dont let him get close to my tummy, I without lying have not even kissed he's cheek in over a week, when he tries to kiss me I move away or pretend that I have to do something else! He says he thinks I dont even feel anything for him anymore and it even got me to wonder if I do, but deep inside I know that I do still care for him! I dont know this is all confusing, my mom says that it could be my pregnancy hormones and I just think I am being a little too selfish, like when we talk about the day that I am in labor I tell him that I don't want him to hold the baby first and that I dont want him to cut the umbilical cord and I have even told him that I do not like his last name and i'd rather mine!! The last name is not really an issue I mean I will get over taht and of course the baby will have his last name, but the part of holding the baby before me is something I really dont want, I want to be able to hold him or her first I want the baby to see me before anyone! And about the umbilical cord, well I didnt get the chance to even touch my first borns cord much less to cut it, and that is something that I wanted to do but couldnt cause she was a premie and the doctor just cut it really quick to check her asap! Everyone says I am being really selfish but hey I am going thru the pain I also want to go thru they joy of doing something I have been wanting to do since my first pregnancy! Does anyone think I am being selfish, sometimes I think I am and other I dont think so! I am just going crazy! Is anyone else going thru mood swings with their dh, I mean these moood swings are only with him I dont go thru this with any friends or family, I am very loving to my daughter and other kids its just him that annoys me! Will I get over this before the baby is born or will he have to deal with this all of my pregnancy. Please give me some advice!!! Thanxs in advance!!
