I have so many problems right now but I
thought things couldnt get any worse until
today when my old girlfriend that broke up
with me a while ago decided not to even
talk to me anymore. It hurts so bad cuz
I still love her. I feel like crap and
I just sit here and cut my self. I
promised lots of people I would stop but I
cant. If they find out, they are going
to tell someone and then my life will be
ruined. People would think so much
differently of me. I know I have people
who care about me but I just dont really
give a dam right now. Somtimes I think
about the people I would never see again,
they keep me alive but other times I dont
care. I dont know what to do. I just
want to drop out of life so I wont have to
deal with this crap.
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tony3595
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Apr 2006 Posts: 68 Location: IL
Posted: 04-27-06 08:56am
Your feelings of hurt are real, but your
inflicting pain on yourself is not good.
The loss of your girlfriend is one thing
that we all have experienced at some point
in our lives. We all get over that with
help and support from those who love us.
If you are inflicting pain on yourself,
this is another thing altogether
different. I also understand this is not
the first time you have done this. Have
you seen your doctor recently about this?
Are you given any help? If not, I would
get to see him as soon as possible before
you do something you may regret later.
Keep in tough.
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joselitodude
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 26 Apr 2006 Posts: 6
Better Posted: 04-29-06 01:01am
Well thing have kinda picked up for the
better right now......I find myself back
on top but there are some major family
issues right now an dim praying that
everything will stay good so I can stay
good too. Thanks for your help, ill stay
in touch.
