I am soooooo sick it aint even funny I
wake up with anxiety stuck in my stomach
to the point I cant eat or even function
all day I only weigh 125 pounds and I cant
afford to loose anymore I try to eat but I
gag I get soo angry that I lash out on my
mom relly bad got so angry I through a bag
of potatos across the room and I don’t
know why?. I cant hardly understand what
im seying anymore cause it feels as though
I cant feel myself talking and that scares
me it feels as though im looking at the
world through a fish bowl everythings
cloudy and foggy I cant take care of
myself or hardly fix myself something to
eat im scared of everything just like
stupid things like hiccups,dirreah cause I
don’t want to get dehydrated,sneezing
cause I cant breath,coughing,post nasal
drip in my throat,dry mouth and
throat,feaver,gagging,air conditioner
going out cause heat don’t go well with
anxiety,not being able to eat cause I
would loose weight and I cant afford to
loose anymore,and heartburn all these
things I think about all day and im in
constant anxiety and fear and it just
don’t stop even now as im writhing this
my neck is stiff and I feel as though im
going to pass out and I amd having
extreme anxiety causeing me to shake out
of my skin to the point I don’t even
know where im at or hardly know what im
doing right now ive been like this for 5
years the first time it happened I did not
know what it was and I was in the bed and
couldint eat sleep or anything then a year
or 2 went by and I seemed to get over it a
little but not fully cause it turned me
into agoraphobic and ive stayed in my
house for 4 years now and now its even
worse cause im back to the point where I
cant eat,sleep,and I have constant anxiety
and its even more bad!! Cause im scared
of a lot more things now and im having
different feelings and it is relly I mean
relly bad cause im alone most of the time
cause my parents have to work and im here
all day by myself and cant take care of
myself and it makes it 1000000 times worse
when you have sever anxiety and all these
things are going on and there is nobody
there to help you and ive tried all the
meds and ive seen all the docs and ive had
all the test and seen all the thyropist
and still nothing has changed I just
don’t know what to do anymore if you
think you cant top this one I have to hand
it to ya and I read all these post in here
and have not once found sombody as bad as
me if you know what im talking about then
please get in contact with me ….. :(
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felthamfilly
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Apr 2006 Posts: 20 Location: london
Posted: 05-04-06 00:50am
This may be a silly question but do you
have silver fillings in your mouth? You
have symptoms of mercury poisoning. I
have it too so I know.
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weird
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 57 Location: conway sc
Hey Posted: 05-04-06 01:13am
Yes I do as a matter of fact
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paul b
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 May 2006 Posts: 26 Location: Manchester,England
Hi.. Posted: 05-06-06 07:59am
I have most of your symptoms..I`ve had
them for years,and I have hardly left my
house in years either !! Its a nightmare
for sure..And if there`s a phobia out
there,i`m sure i`ve got it...Sometimes,i
wake up in the middle of the night,heart
pounding at 100 miles an hour,just like
last night infact...It can get that
bad,your scared of going to bed,when i`m
having a bad time,i seem to try to go to
bed as late as possible..And to keep my
mind focussed I try to watch tv,but it
doe`nt always work..Aggghhh I hate being
like this,but i`ve had it for over 20
years so i`m "kinda" used to it..
*i`ll correct that,you never get used to
it* !!! Each panic attack is just as bad
as the first time !!
